wasting time..

yes..im wasting time..well though some lectures have started but then its just the briefing..on the last boring day, i plan to do something bad..yes,im a bad gal,i know..sighhh..can never be cured...
maybe due to the blue mood i had for the past 2days, i grew my interest towards a song..as usual its super junior's song.. just love the meaningful lyrics..nice~!


[ryeowook,henry,donghae,hankyung,siwon,kyuhyun,zhoumi]

title: 到了明天 dao le ming tian
by: super junior M

dao le ming tian shuo hao bu zai jian mian
到了明天说好不再见面
zuo zai jie wei de dian wo yi ge ren dian le bei xiang nian
坐在街尾的店我一个人点了一杯想念

dao le ming tian zhi neng rang ai ca jian
到了明天只能让爱擦肩
liang ge ren de xiao lian tian lian qian bian cheng fan huang de zhao pian
两个人的笑脸天亮前变成泛黄的照片

shen bian ji mo zai man yan
身边 寂寞在蔓延
shi xian bei lei shui mo hu jiao dian
视线 被泪水摸湖焦点
ba wo ai ni liu zai le xin di fang zai le chun bian
把我爱你留在了心底放在了唇边边

dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
到了明天你就离开我身边
dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
到了明天独自向流星许愿
xiang yi chang dian ying dao wan jie pian
想一场电影到完结篇
wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
我们的结局应验谁的预言
sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hui de zuo tian
碎了一地的诺言拼凑不回的昨天
ke wo reng qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
可我仍期待奇迹会出现,oh no
er ni shen ying yue lai yue yuan
而你身影越来越远

ai hai liu zai wo fang jian
爱还留在我房间
hui yi hai hen xin xian
回忆还很新鲜
yi shun jian gan jue ni jiu zai yan qian
一瞬间感觉你就在眼前

wo shen bian ji mo zai man yan
我身边 寂寞在蔓延
zhe shi xian bei lei shui mo hu jiao dian
这视线 被泪水摸湖焦点
yi ju wo ai ni shen shen liu zai le xin di fang zai le chun bian
一句我爱你 深深留在了心底放在了唇边

dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
到了明天你就离开我身边
dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
到了明天独自向流星许愿
xiang yi chang dian ying dao wan jie pian
想一场电影到完结篇
wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
我们的结局应验谁的预言
sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hu de zuo tian
碎了一地的诺言拼凑不回的昨天
ke wo yi zhi qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
可我仍期待奇迹会出现,oh no
er ni li qu shen ying que yue lai yue yuan
而你身影却越来越远


mei you ni ai kai shi dong mian
没有你爱开始冬眠
gu dan hui zhan ju mei yi tian
孤单会占据每一天
wo zhan zai lu deng xia mian leng qing de jie bian
我站在路灯下面 冷清的街边
na ge ceng xiang yong de di dian
那个曾相拥的地点
shi wo men yi qi duo guo yu de wu yan, oh
是我们一起躲过雨的屋檐,oh

dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
到了明天你就离开我身边
dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
到了明天独自向流星许愿
xiang yi chang dian ying dao wan jie pian
想一场电影到完结篇
wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
我们的结局应验谁的预言
sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hu de zuo tian
碎了一地的诺言拼凑不回的昨天
ke wo reng qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
可我仍期待奇迹会出现

wo yi ran hai huai nian xiang ai de cong qian
我依然还坏念爱的从前
wo yi ran hai deng ni hui dao wo shen bian
我依然还等你回到我身边
lei liu zai wo bing leng de zhen bian
泪留在我冰冷的枕边
an xia zan ting de shi jian zhi dao ni zai ci chu xian
按下暂停的时间直到你再次出现
wu fa cheng shou mei you ni de mei yi tian, oh no
无法承受没有你的每一天， oh no
wo ai ni bu hui gai bian
我爱你不会改变

wo ai zhe ni dao yong yuan
我爱着你到永远

....

huhuhuhuhuhuhu.... T.T

greetings..!!

i'll be going to uni soon..time flies..well have tobe hardworking again..every beginning of the sem i make resolutions, hoping that i will change...however every sem is the same..im getting lazier..gosh! what happen to me..??alil dissapointed with myself..sighh..

ahh! i just cut my hair recently..somehow i LIKE it..!!
i told others,
me: i got new hairstyle
many replied,
friend1: huh..?? no difference also..
friend2: ya lo..
me: got..look carefully..!!
friend2: fringe lo..thats all..others SAME..!!
me: .........
ok..i know it all looks the same previously..now there are DIFFERENCE not only fringe..


[christmas snap01]


[christmas snap02]

anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS n HAPPY NEW YEAR..!!
みんな、メリクリスマス n あけましておめでとございます。。！！

friends..

i had a dream..a dream that i thought i can never dream of..a dream that actually contain happiness instead of sorrow
and loneliness[i thought its full with sorrow before]..a dream that makes me understand my own feelings..that dream eventually caused me to think about
many things.. i thought i hate them,those people that i used to hang out with,,those people that make fun of me,
those people that i used to gossip with,those people that train together and etc.. [it'll take forever if i continues]

then something happened and soon after that,our relationship became worse..i felt isolated mentally..well u may think
its just my thoughts or im too sensitive or so but its true..those that saw how i've changed they'll know.. looked back
at those days,im extremely sad..after all, they're my close friends,my buddies..at least thats what i think back then..
the change i experienced wasnt slow but drastic..it just happened within a week..luckily i was managed to get over it
due to the supports from peoples that i hardly know on the first place..before the incident they're just my classmates..
god still loves me afterall..i tend to reflect back thinking how stupid i am, only hang out with those people that
hurt me..im the kind of person who cant get along with anyone well.. i need time and something to act as 'spark plug'
to get close to someone..n once conditions fulfilled,i'll be with them for a long time..

i dont know whether this consider loyal or not,its up to u guys to judge..however, being with those people, i didnt feel sad..
i mean maybe im stupid yet i really enjoyed the time i spent with them though im being made fun of..to me,i think its ok back
then..im just stupid according to my thoughts now yet i felt happy..dont know why..maybe my stupidness makes me happy..
at times foolishness is a kind of happiness too..being someone who dont know much will live happier..this is the concept i believe in..
previously i was forbidden to know any secrets from them..so when anything goes wrong no one will argue with me..im the
only person that is neutral with everyone but also the least close with anyone..sighh..have to stop this crap..indeed i
write nonsense here..a human without writing skills,this is what u'll get..crap!!!

sorry sorry~

again im attracted to sorry sorry.. from the original to remix,japanese til r&b, the melody is captivating.. this might sound silly but u cant deny the charm of the song.. sorry sorry answer is consider the lastest version of sorry sorry,amend from sorry sorry r&b with a lil add on.. the add on part is a success..bravo~! [thx yoo youngjin-ssi for such wonderful melody]

the add on in sorry sorry answer

strikeback..

ouch!! thats usually what ppl said when they got hurt or in pain.. but yesterday's migraine made me totally speechless..n i asked everyone in my house to keep their mouth shut..yes..i said just keep your mouth shut..kinda rude huh...?? err...should be very rude..sighhh..felt sorry this morning..summore today is a special day for all of us...

time flies!!! uni's opening soon..!! omg.. fellas! we havent lepak le.. swt...many things that we wish to do while we're in uni n keep thinking of it..but different case happen when we're in pg.. haih...

o..?? a gingerbread-man for me..?? surprise..!! hahahha...thx alot ms ang n thx to nicholas too..

.....

a confession to make.. after take a break from alcoholic drinks,im back with white wine..the house-wine is from Argentina..the taste? for me, of course its good..especially with lasagna..omg.. i just enjoyed the meal.. hehhehe..

[the restaurant i had the wine..mansion32]

[wine-before]

[wine-after]

life during 1month holiday...

hola..!! its really bored when u sit at home doing nothing for a month..many choose to work as can earn some money to lepak around..as for me, i work as a parasite in my family [not totally parasite,did some work too].. wonder what a parasite do..?? read,write,clean,cook n look after..staying in uni for such long study period really makes me sick..ya,i often sick n tried to skip meals..but with my dearest cm around,i failed to skip that much..now back in penang, its time for me to enjoy meals..

just last week, i had my lunch at redbox n tea[or should i say coffee?] at secret recipe in gurney.. i finally understand why grown ups like to chat with a cup of coffee each accompany by seaview n cooling windblow..kekekkekeke..

[had long black(coffee) with espresso cheesecake..wonderful!! hehehe..i did have enough sleep the night before so dont misunderstand..]

i often made lunch for myself for the past 2weeks.. usually i had something simple for lunch but the other day i decided to make pasta for myself since i havent have one for a long time..result? yummy..!! hehehee...

[macaroni cheese..nice~!!]

i think alot recently.. its not something good actually as i start to think nonsense n doubt others..am i getting silly..?? or this is just another stage of life n im moving on to it..? btw something to share..china is indeed amazing.. great wall n the forbidden city nearly left me breathless.. at my fav season, the view become more n more mesmerizing..

[winter in beijing..]

[the forbidden city a.k.a palace..]

[the wonder, great wall of china..]

[part of the great wall..]

lost of soul...

i hate it..really really hate it..i have no more energy..have no energy to fight u anymore..plz,just let me off the hook...5days already...suffered pain n dz from time to time..i dont mind if u hit me once in a while but this time is different..way much differ than before..i really cant bear it anymore..had enough of u.. just go away,will u...?? plz,i beg u...


..........

back to where i belong....

exam's over!! sem 3 is over..!! everything has come to an end but holiday.. hahaha.. its time to enjoy!! im back in penang now.. this is the 1st sem that i didnt rush back home after exam.. instead i went to alor setar..why?? just hang out with my unimates.. we went to alor setar mall for a movie called 2012..gosh!! its an interesting movie to me.. the feeling it gave me its like a roller coaster ride..not to forget many touching scenes too.. seldom went for movie with such a large group of ppl so it's fun..!! the last time i had movies with so many ppl was few years back.. 2012 really reminds me of noah's ark [jackson's son named noah..] hahaahaha..

then we're off to bowling in star parade i think.. the game was nice but i wasnt really myself that day[need to time to get used to who im hanging out with].. guess i was really tired [we gone there after last paper].. a wonderful trip after all.. thx alot guys!! we'll meet again after 1 month..
adios~!!

appreciation...!!

the day has come..my 21st bday!! [og..old d..].. due to prepare myself for upcoming finals, i dont really have time to write a proper blog [paiseh la].. anyway..i sincerely thx all my frens..CM,HP,WS,JO..thx for the cap n blouse..so 'kam tung'... love u guys so much!! xxx..
also those ppl who celebrated with me...let me see whether i can name everyone..cm,js,yc,cl,ch,tt,lj,mh,tm,gs,cy,kb,hf,hy..[im sorry if i left out anyone..memory getting poor nowadays..].. really thx guys.. and thx for the presents!!

from cm,hp,jo,ws.. hp's fav type of shirt..wahahhaa..

then from the guys..starting from the big big box...

the contents r ....

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...

...

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winner of the nite - the rat!!

the soft bear.. cap is from cmhpjows...

ancient style shin n mario-san..!!

kinder from cl n ch.. [only took pic of one of it..]

another 1st..!!!

had my very 1st dean giving ceremony last monday [19-10-2009]... i was unable to decide to attend or not to attend[it held on an extremely busy week for me]..but in the end im glad that i've attended the ceremony.. nothing much to comment about the ceremony..everything there was kinda well..not that bored as i expected it to be.. as usual, after all the ceremony ends, pupils started to take photos like mad[unfortunately im part of it as well].. here i only attached the photos i've got from my frens.. the other day we took too many photos til i dont even know who's having my photos.. sighhh~ [there are 2factors contributed to the blurness of photos taken..one is we're using hp cam and the other was we dont have skillful photographer.. ><]

part of the SEs and EIs..

the cool sensei mr fijay (in red).. taught us electric cct I and II.. thx to him,our electric cct skills r gd!! hahhaa..

mr kassim, the lec that changed my view towards analog II.. great sensei..!!

angel of EI huiying..

one of SE's mr nice guy, thangmin..

SE+EI=melody and harmony~ ^^

the unexpected..

just received a surprising news from my groupmate today.. there's a smart plv taught us for digital electronics II..having him in class is a fortune i suppose as he taught us many things, all the things that we couldnt figure out..but disadvantages always come with advantages.. currently we're busy doing our mini project for digital electronics and we have to present it on the 19th oct.. the bad news is the smart plv is coming(most probably..better prepare for the worst).. wat scare me the most is his words.. my fren quoted that phrase for me..

"if im invited for sure i'll attend the presentation session..but wat i wanna c the most is the group of students that do PWM as their project(which is my group).. im really interested in their way of doing PWM using maxplus II.."

0.o!! WAT?? he's anticipating..?? omg.. gotta dig a hole soon.. we dont have any PWM basic at all for the past 20years..and now we have to present it in front of him...??if this is a dream, its a NIGHTMARE!! based on the present situation we're able to predict 2types of endings.. one is we'll be gone in his hands or we'll able to hold an extremely well presentation(seems kinda hard to reach this ending)... may god bless us!! *think positive(keeping my fingers crossed)*

nonsense..

arhhh..time to scribble my blog.. living a bored hostel life now so nothing much to write about..
ah!! yesterday we have lantern festival (pre-night) just opposite my hostel.. well i havent been to the real lantern festival though im in year 2 now but yesterday's event was so so.. maybe im just too tired [i went to the festival just after i got back from class].. n i saw someone did popping yesterday!! wahhh... never thought that i have the chance to see someone in the uni did popping.. that fellow's skill seems ok [just perform for a while..]...n had free kinder bueno on my sad day.. thx pal..

incidents..

last saturday is a memorable day for me as on that particular day i slipped the most times in my life..wonder what did i do..?? well just another work during the day im having flu..helping out to clean a house.. sorry, should say 'wash' a house [indeed we did use hose and spray the water all over like what we did in the garden]..


[my mom asked me to climb out the window to help clear the blocked paip..]


[the place that i've climbed out..great experience for a sick fellow like me!!]


[the place that i bang-ed my head..extremely painful..accidentally spilt out foul words..sigh~]


[the best view i got while wiping the windows..]

recently i gotta play CRASH BANDICOOT again...omg..for how many years i left my beloved dog behind..thx to cl..that fellow really helped alot..all this while i thought many dont know what crash bandicoot is yet my housemates proved me wrong.. i found 2more fans of crash just in my hostel..unexpectable~! O.o!! wait for me ppl..when i get back to uni, we gotta have a crash party!! wakakakakakaa...


[crash, the dog..]

temporary break...

a week full with tests just passed..after that particular week,u really feel relief [although u know more will be coming soon]..anyway,im going to have my break soon..but its not a break after all..its the time that u have to arrange your time really well..and what u do during the break will determine your life after the break [my own philosophy..just ignore it!]..since im kinda free,time to post something..kekeke..its the quiz that korean celebs did [i only read from korean celebs]..but the type of questions ask is totally differ from what i read..when i read the quizzes done by the celebs i thought it was fun and kinda interesting..and how do i felt after doing it?? DONT EVER ASK ME TO DO THAT THING AGAIN.. now i know how the celebs feel..sighhhh..time to share my quiz [i did this kinda long ago..previously dont feel like posting it..but today im too bored..thats why its here]..ganbatte my friends..its very longgggg~~!!

The ultimate Personality Survey

Do you help others in your neighborhood? : seldom...
Are you a greedy person? : kinda..
Do you have an inflated ego? : dunno..
Are you a popular person? : not really..
Are you a prep? : ya
Should you be sent to heaven or hell? : heaven
How cruel are you? : very cruel at times..kekekeke
How good are you at accepting challenges? : no good..
Do you have a likable personality? : dunno
Are you a selfish person? : sometimes..
Are you taking life for granted? : guess so..
Do you display leadership skills? : do i??
Are you an extrovert? : dont think so
Are you narrow minded or broad minded? : just in the middle
How nice are you? : depends
Are you stone-hearted? : kinda
Are you soft-spoken? : guess not
Are you living a beautiful life? : maybe
Which brain are you- left or right? : both
How cynical are you? : kinda
How well do you handle criticism? : just ignore
Do people take advantage of you? : depends
Are you a procrastinator? : yes
Are you a God-fearing person? : kinda
How self confident are you? : dunno
How assertive are you? : at times
Do you pick up fights easily? : seldom
Do you have good people skills? : think so
Are you a nature lover? : depends
Do you give enough time to yourself? : never
Are you a good party organizer? : no
Are you religious? : dunno
Are you a good listener? : maybe
Are you an optimist or a pessimist? : in the middle
Are you distracted easily when working? : YES
Do you fight or take flight? : depends
Do you live in the present or the past? : past..
Are you a boastful person? : dont think so
Do you take decisions with your heart or your mind? : depends
Are you narcissistic? : at times
Do you test your limits when needed? : NO
Are you an emotional person? : yes
Are you far-sighted? : no
Do you lie when needed? : yes
Do you cry easily? : at times..(sob sob)..
Are you a visual or an auditory person? : auditory
How excited are you about life? : so-so
Do you vie for attention? : at times
Are you original and mature? : maybe
What do you have unique in you? : doesnt pretend
What are you looking for in life? : dreams and money
Do you have a devilish streak? : dunno
How charismatic are you? : no idea
Do you lose your temper often? : kinda
Do you love kids? : depends
Do you have a fear of anything? : yes
Are you in control of your life? : no
How good are your communication skills? : so-so
Are you short tempered? : kinda
Are you happy in life? : kinda
Are you absent-minded? : yes
Are you a miser? : shouldnt be
Are you adventurous? : kinda
Can people rely on you? : at times
Do you have a pure heart? : think so
Do you know yourself truly? : mostly
Are you street-smart? : at times
Are you an analytical thinker? : dunno
Are you wasting your life via some activity? : always
Do you try to make everyone happy? : yes
How well do you handle a crisis? : no good
Do you have a sense of humor? : dunno
Do you pamper your mind? : often
Name your strengths : able to learn things quick
Are you a honest person? : sometimes
Are you a know all or a no all? : dunno
Are you boring? : yes
Do you criticize others too much? : dont think so
Do you think you are a loser? : no
Are you compassionate? : maybe
Name your weaknesses : too lazy
Are you witty? : at times
Are you passionate about what you do? : no
Are you a forgetful person? : yes
How active are you? : not very
Do you love yourself? : yes
How courteous are you? : dunno
Are you a smiley? : yes
Are you a morning person or an evening person? : morning person
Do worries dominate you? : yes
Do you reveal things about yourself to others easily? : kinda
Do you think before you act? : no Are you ambitious? : no
Do you speak from the heart? : yes
Do you like travelling? : YES
Are you a day or a night person? : day
Are you environment friendly? : at times
Do you have any addictions? : yes
Are you a cleanliness freak? : no
Do you help others in your neighborhood? : depends
Did you like this survey? : start to hate it..!!

again and again

i failed again... after 2sem i have burnt u AGAIN...poor thing.. why it has to be u..?? is my skills that bad when it comes to fixing POTENTIOMETER to breadboard..?? why does this have to happen AGAIN..?? and why the incident have to be so similar with what happen during electronic devices..?? whats more this potentiometer not just burnt once but TWICE on the same circuit!!.. 1st time was slightly burnt due to short circuit..but the 2nd was just too bad.. i can see it turned flaming red and letting off smoke...sighhh...

recently i was unable to concentrate well.. my mind just wonder off to somewhere without letting me know bout it... i keep thinking bout the days i had here in uni, all the stuffs that happened to me..also it brings back the memories i had during my holiday.. such as DELICIOUS FOOD in thailand.. MESMERISING SCENERY of japan.. i missed those days..

[somewhere near todaiji temple in nara]

[sashimi-like prawns with the special made chili..simply irresistable!!]

gift..??

15th aug-23rd aug...a week of sem break... the break should be a happy and enjoyable week for me... but half of the break has turned into disaster and suffering for me.. I WAS SICK!! with terrible flu,cough and fever.. i lied on the bed 3days,thinking the times that i have wasted by lying there.. spending some time with my niece,watching them doing all those funny funny acts is fun to me.. suddenly i saw 2 'dolls' ..made from black socks, with colour paper n strings as deco, the 'dolls' reminds me of the time i had in kindy.. those 'dolls' made by my nieces in kindy.. chrislyn's are the one with pink-coloured hair while the other is vanessa's... i miss the feeling of having family beside me..i miss the laughter that we shared together.. ok i'll cut the crap(i've just spent a week at home recently..) ...not to forget, kibum-sshi!! SENG ILL CU HA HAMNIDA!!! (kibum's bday is on 21st aug 2009)

my nieces..vanessa and chrislyn..

new image,new rules~~!!

10th august 2009, the first time i drove to kubang for class on monday...guess how lucky im on that day?? KENA SAMAN!! first time i heard in our mini campus got saman...when i visited their office yesterday, then only i knew they have new rules... what did i do?? according to the piece of paper-->> halangan kepada lalu lintas... sighhh...

as i've promised, photos that i've taken during my sweet holiday with gracie-san...

[i know its weird to take picture with the energizer fellow...]

changing my target to 조규현??

nowadays i listen to suju more compared to tvxq, paying more attention to suju than before..previously i only listen to several songs sung by them..but now,the number of songs by suju keep increasing in my playlist,especially songs from 3rd album..that album including repackaged was a great success..

since i got attracted by their songs,for sure the members attract me too(for a person like me,for sure it will happen)..the first member that i idolise in suju is donghae(consider first love within suju)..hahaha..later i was attracted to eunhyuk(for his dance moves n his character)..so for the past 3years many asked me who is the person u idolise the most in suju, i cant answer them..its just difficult to choose..

RECENTLY, i did a quiz found by my friend through the net..its regarding who do u like the most in suju..since it asked bout ur personal trait,u'll think this is kinda true(this will only happen when u got ur fav member)..so i did the quiz..the results i got is CHO KYUHYUN.. o.O!!
i never thought that i'll get this results..nvm i tried again by changing a few of the answers that i can tolerate..results?? 2nd attempt-CHO KYUHYUN.. 3rd attempt-CHO KYUHYUN.. 4th attempt-CHO KYUHYUN.. 5th attempt-CHO KYUHYUN..

me: ..... *shocked*
fren1: forget bout it..just accept the fact..
fren2: ya la.. that name is fated to appear at ur results..

so i stalked kyuhyun's cyworld,just to understand him a lil more...this is in his "nest" folder(he has 5 to 6 folders there)..

-2008.11.13 02:48-
1st pic n post for introducing his "nest".. [he wrote: My nest. ^^~]

-2008.12.18 16:10-
he was with donghae n hankyung waiting in waiting room for some show in china..while waiting they entertain themselves with photo shot..

-2009.03.16 21:56-
sorry sorry photo shot...the standard one..[well thats what he wrote..]

-2009.06.15 03:42-

venue=thailand.. according to what he wrote, those men was bored n the weather has drove them crazy..causing them to act like this..wahahhaaa