wasting time..

yes..im wasting time..well though some lectures have started but then its just the briefing..on the last boring day, i plan to do something bad..yes,im a bad gal,i know..sighhh..can never be cured...
maybe due to the blue mood i had for the past 2days, i grew my interest towards a song..as usual its super junior's song.. just love the meaningful lyrics..nice~!


[ryeowook,henry,donghae,hankyung,siwon,kyuhyun,zhoumi]

title: 到了明天 dao le ming tian
by: super junior M

dao le ming tian shuo hao bu zai jian mian
到了明天说好不再见面
zuo zai jie wei de dian wo yi ge ren dian le bei xiang nian
坐在街尾的店我一个人点了一杯想念

dao le ming tian zhi neng rang ai ca jian
到了明天只能让爱擦肩
liang ge ren de xiao lian tian lian qian bian cheng fan huang de zhao pian
两个人的笑脸天亮前变成泛黄的照片

shen bian ji mo zai man yan
身边 寂寞在蔓延
shi xian bei lei shui mo hu jiao dian
视线 被泪水摸湖焦点
ba wo ai ni liu zai le xin di fang zai le chun bian
把我爱你留在了心底放在了唇边边

dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
到了明天你就离开我身边
dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
到了明天独自向流星许愿
xiang yi chang dian ying dao wan jie pian
想一场电影到完结篇
wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
我们的结局应验谁的预言
sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hui de zuo tian
碎了一地的诺言拼凑不回的昨天
ke wo reng qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
可我仍期待奇迹会出现,oh no
er ni shen ying yue lai yue yuan
而你身影越来越远

ai hai liu zai wo fang jian
爱还留在我房间
hui yi hai hen xin xian
回忆还很新鲜
yi shun jian gan jue ni jiu zai yan qian
一瞬间感觉你就在眼前

wo shen bian ji mo zai man yan
我身边 寂寞在蔓延
zhe shi xian bei lei shui mo hu jiao dian
这视线 被泪水摸湖焦点
yi ju wo ai ni shen shen liu zai le xin di fang zai le chun bian
一句我爱你 深深留在了心底放在了唇边

dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
到了明天你就离开我身边
dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
到了明天独自向流星许愿
xiang yi chang dian ying dao wan jie pian
想一场电影到完结篇
wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
我们的结局应验谁的预言
sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hu de zuo tian
碎了一地的诺言拼凑不回的昨天
ke wo yi zhi qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
可我仍期待奇迹会出现,oh no
er ni li qu shen ying que yue lai yue yuan
而你身影却越来越远


mei you ni ai kai shi dong mian
没有你爱开始冬眠
gu dan hui zhan ju mei yi tian
孤单会占据每一天
wo zhan zai lu deng xia mian leng qing de jie bian
我站在路灯下面 冷清的街边
na ge ceng xiang yong de di dian
那个曾相拥的地点
shi wo men yi qi duo guo yu de wu yan, oh
是我们一起躲过雨的屋檐,oh

dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
到了明天你就离开我身边
dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
到了明天独自向流星许愿
xiang yi chang dian ying dao wan jie pian
想一场电影到完结篇
wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
我们的结局应验谁的预言
sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hu de zuo tian
碎了一地的诺言拼凑不回的昨天
ke wo reng qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
可我仍期待奇迹会出现

wo yi ran hai huai nian xiang ai de cong qian
我依然还坏念爱的从前
wo yi ran hai deng ni hui dao wo shen bian
我依然还等你回到我身边
lei liu zai wo bing leng de zhen bian
泪留在我冰冷的枕边
an xia zan ting de shi jian zhi dao ni zai ci chu xian
按下暂停的时间直到你再次出现
wu fa cheng shou mei you ni de mei yi tian, oh no
无法承受没有你的每一天， oh no
wo ai ni bu hui gai bian
我爱你不会改变

wo ai zhe ni dao yong yuan
我爱着你到永远

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huhuhuhuhuhuhu.... T.T

greetings..!!

i'll be going to uni soon..time flies..well have tobe hardworking again..every beginning of the sem i make resolutions, hoping that i will change...however every sem is the same..im getting lazier..gosh! what happen to me..??alil dissapointed with myself..sighh..

ahh! i just cut my hair recently..somehow i LIKE it..!!
i told others,
me: i got new hairstyle
many replied,
friend1: huh..?? no difference also..
friend2: ya lo..
me: got..look carefully..!!
friend2: fringe lo..thats all..others SAME..!!
me: .........
ok..i know it all looks the same previously..now there are DIFFERENCE not only fringe..


[christmas snap01]


[christmas snap02]

anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS n HAPPY NEW YEAR..!!
みんな、メリクリスマス n あけましておめでとございます。。！！

friends..

i had a dream..a dream that i thought i can never dream of..a dream that actually contain happiness instead of sorrow
and loneliness[i thought its full with sorrow before]..a dream that makes me understand my own feelings..that dream eventually caused me to think about
many things.. i thought i hate them,those people that i used to hang out with,,those people that make fun of me,
those people that i used to gossip with,those people that train together and etc.. [it'll take forever if i continues]

then something happened and soon after that,our relationship became worse..i felt isolated mentally..well u may think
its just my thoughts or im too sensitive or so but its true..those that saw how i've changed they'll know.. looked back
at those days,im extremely sad..after all, they're my close friends,my buddies..at least thats what i think back then..
the change i experienced wasnt slow but drastic..it just happened within a week..luckily i was managed to get over it
due to the supports from peoples that i hardly know on the first place..before the incident they're just my classmates..
god still loves me afterall..i tend to reflect back thinking how stupid i am, only hang out with those people that
hurt me..im the kind of person who cant get along with anyone well.. i need time and something to act as 'spark plug'
to get close to someone..n once conditions fulfilled,i'll be with them for a long time..

i dont know whether this consider loyal or not,its up to u guys to judge..however, being with those people, i didnt feel sad..
i mean maybe im stupid yet i really enjoyed the time i spent with them though im being made fun of..to me,i think its ok back
then..im just stupid according to my thoughts now yet i felt happy..dont know why..maybe my stupidness makes me happy..
at times foolishness is a kind of happiness too..being someone who dont know much will live happier..this is the concept i believe in..
previously i was forbidden to know any secrets from them..so when anything goes wrong no one will argue with me..im the
only person that is neutral with everyone but also the least close with anyone..sighh..have to stop this crap..indeed i
write nonsense here..a human without writing skills,this is what u'll get..crap!!!

sorry sorry~

again im attracted to sorry sorry.. from the original to remix,japanese til r&b, the melody is captivating.. this might sound silly but u cant deny the charm of the song.. sorry sorry answer is consider the lastest version of sorry sorry,amend from sorry sorry r&b with a lil add on.. the add on part is a success..bravo~! [thx yoo youngjin-ssi for such wonderful melody]

the add on in sorry sorry answer

strikeback..

ouch!! thats usually what ppl said when they got hurt or in pain.. but yesterday's migraine made me totally speechless..n i asked everyone in my house to keep their mouth shut..yes..i said just keep your mouth shut..kinda rude huh...?? err...should be very rude..sighhh..felt sorry this morning..summore today is a special day for all of us...

time flies!!! uni's opening soon..!! omg.. fellas! we havent lepak le.. swt...many things that we wish to do while we're in uni n keep thinking of it..but different case happen when we're in pg.. haih...

o..?? a gingerbread-man for me..?? surprise..!! hahahha...thx alot ms ang n thx to nicholas too..

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a confession to make.. after take a break from alcoholic drinks,im back with white wine..the house-wine is from Argentina..the taste? for me, of course its good..especially with lasagna..omg.. i just enjoyed the meal.. hehhehe..

[the restaurant i had the wine..mansion32]

[wine-before]

[wine-after]