You're an animal??

LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE...

January 01 - 09 ~ Dog

January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse

January 25 - 31 ~ Lion

February 01 - 05 ~ Cat

February 06 - 14 ~ Dove

February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle

February 22 - 28 ~ Panther

March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey

March 13 - 15 ~ Lion

March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse

March 24 - 31 ~ Cat

April 01 - 03 ~ Dog

April 04 - 14 ~ Panther

April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse

April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle

May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey

May 14 - 21 ~ Dove

May 22 - 31 ~ Lion

June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse

June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle

June 15 - 20 ~ Dog

June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey

June 25 - 30 ~ Cat

July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse

July 10 - 15 ~ Dog

July 16 - 26 ~ Dove

July 27 - 31 ~ Cat

August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey

August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse

August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle

September 01 - 14 ~ Dove

September 15 - 27 ~ Cat

September 28 - 30 ~ Dog

October 01 - 15 ~ Monkey

October 16 - 27 ~ Turtle

October 28 - 31 ~ Panther

November 01 - 16 ~ Lion

November 17 - 30 ~ Cat

December 01 - 16 ~ Dog

December 17 - 25 ~ Monkey

December 26 - 31 ~ Dove

If you are a Dog : A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Mouse : Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Lion : Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. Popular and easy-going. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. People love the way you always treat them. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!!

If you are a Cat : An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Turtle : You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Dove : You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Panther : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are a Monkey : Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

>.<'''

For that one moment I really thought the water pressure is low again as I can’t turn the tap any further. Then I realized I have turned it in the wrong direction. I'm at my limit now.

I am in extreme bad mood recently. Need to find a way to release stress or else I will go crazy. It is just a matter of time.
Who like people who throws temper on other person? Well, if you're the 'useful' ones, then no doubt no one will blame you. But if you're the 'no use' one, people will treat you like you don't exist at all.

I am the non exist human. Sigh.

Some day by U-KISS

Everyone I am back~
gosh, recently really got stuck in busy life. And I have not release myself from such life yet.

one thing to share, when I was having all bad mood doing the assignments and laboratory reports, I found SOME DAY by UKISS does reflect some encouragements to student though it actually mean something else.

Thank you storyaboutagirl-chocolate for the translations

Sometimes hit, sometimes miss, it’s always like that

Just do it right tomorrow, it’s just a small mistake

Sometimes bottom, sometimes top, sometimes number 1

Getting 1st place, you can only go down

Without it, just live without it

It’s just greed you have before you win it oh

Your suffering now is a sign of your hard work

Everybody knows you tried

Everybody knows it’s alright

You get some right, you get some wrong

Although tiring there will be days to smile

When you fall down, when you get up

Although tiring, there will be days to smile, eventually a day to smile will come

If it’s separation, just let her go

She might show lying tears, maybe it wasn’t destiny

People who have to go, just go

Sure being next to them it might happen oh

Being tired right now

It’s just evidence of your love

Everybody knows you tried  Everybody knows it’s alright

You get some right, you get some wrong

Although tiring there will be days to smile

When you fall down, when you get up

Although tiring, there will be days to smile, eventually a day to smile will come

The past is the past is the past

Previous memories

It’s the past

The long painful days

The Past is the past is the past

The days to forget you~

Everybody wins sometimes

Everybody knows you lose some

You get some right, you get some wrong

Although tiring there will be days to smile

When you fall down, when you get up

Although tiring there will be days to smile,

Eventually a day to smile will come

Eventually a day to smile will come

Out of sudden I feel like writing here at McDonalds. The time shows 7.38am and I’m here sitting and observing others. It is still early yet this 24 hours operating outlet are getting merrier. Families, friends and couples from all sorts of ages, whether young or old, here they are carrying the wonderful smiles entering and leaving this place. Somewhere out there, we’re many but here, we are one. What a wonderful morning~

GOOD MORNING WORLD!

a trip back

This post is written during the journey from paddy field to tall buildings. It has been a while I traveled by bus. Leaving in rush after class, lunch are taken while I'm on my way. The whole eating process is mess and for the first time I saw traffic jam at highway. LOL~

One more thing, I attracted some kid next to me too much when I'm eating and writing this post. Without realizing the fact I know he keep looking at me, he seems amazed with my phone. I bet he wants one too~

Things got pretty stressed up recently. Too many reports due almost at the same day, makes me lazy to write post now. Previously I like to type therefore I think writing blog would be interesting. As for now, I’m sick with typing. Sigh. Second thing I wished to share is I did extremely bad in my lab test, hereby I announced I failed that test. Sigh.

The jacket story

It seems like I have developed a habit while sleeping these days. I like to sleep with jacket. Not any jacket but THE jacket. It all started when I feel cold during rainy days and I wear jacket to sleep. This had been going on for months but I did not do so when I’m in my own comfort zone.  Now when I sleep I just got to have THAT jacket with me, even in my own comfort zone. Strange~

Impression, may be said as how you appear in others' mind. I wonder, has anyone thought that I'm someone who can sit alone, doing nothing and cry after three minutes?

I am such person.

Pangkor Laut Resort

Finally, I have got rid of my laziness and start to blog again. This round I’m going to share something good.  I failed myself as Malaysian. The other day, I was talking to my mom about how pretty other countries islands and beaches while complaining ours. I thought pretty beaches available only at East Peninsular and East Malaysia. And my mom proved me wrong. She says, “If you get ready to spend for luxury and beauty, you can get it here at West Peninsular that is PANGKOR LAUT RESORT.”

First thought came to me, what is that? I have never heard such name. And she said I just like a frog under a coconut shell. What surprised me more is she told me she went there years back. I totally have no idea that she has been there. From her description, they have special boat to take you to the island. Mostly tourist can be seen there. Of course for different price, you may have your own choice of view, make it sea, hill, beach, garden. Even spa villas and suites. (pictures obtained from internet)

See it yourself. Pangkor Laut Resort

Pangkor Laut Resort_Sea Villa

Pangkor Laut Resort

Spa villa interior

Hill villa interior

Sea villa interior

another end of another stay~

This week I begin my stay in Penang with McD’s breakfast and I almost end my stay with it too. It has been a while since I stepped in the Greenlane’s McD. I’m here now, writing another blog post. Sitting here, looking at all corners, reminds me of those days when I rode on scootie, came here to have lunch and chat for at least an hour after Judo training. People will say apa gunanya training so hard and take in all the fats again? Well I have to maintain my weight, not losing it. I had competitions to fight in then.

And I remember another thing, I taught my friend mathematics here. It sounds ridiculous when someone poor in mathematics taught her friends that. Actually, until grade 11 mathematics is one of my score subjects, without much effort. Yaya, I’m showing off. Lol~

I wanted to take a picture of the place but it seems too many people here on Sunday morning. I keep hearing “Hello, welcome to McDonalds!” Surprise! It’s only 0930 now. Penangites woke up really early on Sunday morning. +.+’’

dong hae?

Plenty of words out there have different meaning in English. Take dream for example, (I’m going to mention only two) one points to a series of mental images and emotions occurring during sleep and another is a cherished desire.

Lately I dreamt a lot about someone. A guy, a celebrity but not the one I like most. Revealing the character, Donghae ssi of Super Junior. Just yesterday, I dreamt of him again. At first, he was alone and we’re talking much just like close friends do. Then for the first time, Eunhyuk ssi came to my dream for the first time ever since I’m a small fan of his. Some people said if the person you dream of appears often in your dream means that person is missing you. Yah~ somehow I like this interpretation.

Sorry ELFs, I’m just joking.

Lee Dong Hae 이동해

As for another meaning, I feel envious towards those who already know what they want in life and dare to pursue it. They who have their dreams come true have most interesting and colorful life ever. Never mind. I may not have the financial support to accomplish my dream now but I will make it come true one day. Also, I’m proud to say, I have dreams now. (I mentioned in the past that I have no dream)

korean celebrity look alike

Finally I've tried the application. Did some selca cause I can hardly find pictures of me alone.. =.='''
Application by Pudding

miryo 83% jiyeon 78% Lee si-young 70% boa 53% kim hyeon-a 52% 

on ye-jin 90% luna 89% Oh seung-eun 81% Yoon-a 76% Siwan 71% 

heechul 27% gi-yeon 24% lee ji-a 20% lee ji-hoon 19% eugene 19% 

 taemin 59% gi mok-bin 38% lee yeon-du 36% kim he-su 24% gang seong-jin 24%

Diwali break~

One thing that makes me feel like I’m home is traffic jam. Funny but it is true. The route home from bridge for me frequently has traffic jam but it is kind of unusual for that it happens during office hours. Seems like many having a day off today and busy heading else as preparation for the big festival tomorrow. For the not related ones, one LEGAL off day. Hohoho~

Last Tuesday, I went to clinic for physiotherapy and I met new friends, the tortoises. Both are the therapist’s pet. The smaller one has phobia after the fall from the desk, therefore her head is always inside the shell. The bigger one, male is very lazy, so head always inside for resting purpose. Lol~

And on Saturday, after some talk, I went over to my bestie’s place and we drove to Huski for dinner. Overall the dinner was good and we managed to do a little shopping before heading back to ulu. I like her place so much. Of course her company too. It has been a while since I have peaceful sleep. Some noises wake me up always, in a rude way. Sigh~

  

Deco of Huski

non air-conditioned place available too~

 Happy Diwali to those who celebrating it and Happy holidays to all~   ヘ(^_^ヘ) (ノ^_^)ノ 

Somehow I'm really comfortable alone. No more thinking of what others would think of me or so. Not to the extend that I'm always alone but I tend to think that it's pathetic to be alone before. It's not the truth. Humans are one strong creature living on earth. One thing I have learn, never underestimates one's ability, as you may never know how well will the one do one day.

friendly tweeter from Japan

It has been a while since my last blog. Not to mention that I don’t usually write blog at home, I keep my blog updated every two to three days during my stay at hostel. Recently many things are waiting for me to do, yet I didn’t start any of it yet, as usual.

Another thing to share, I’ve been chatting with a Japanese through twitter. At first, I was trying my luck by replying what did that Japanese tweeted. To my surprise, that person replied and we started to chat like normal. I never know the feeling of having a pen friend far away and I like it. It feels really nice. Being able to know someone slowly is a good thing after all. Here comes another question. Which language we used to communicate?

a) English

b) Chinese

c) Japanese

Which of the above is the right answer? Take a guess.

found it~!

after looking for it for 3 times.. poor eyes I have.. =.='''

A gift from above

I’m HOME after a month. It feels really good to be at home. Even work from home wouldn’t be as stressful as working outside. No wonder people love to work at home. I think I’m one of them too.

By the way, yesterday is one hectic day for me. Plus I made it worst somehow. While I was driving with a tired soul, the sky showed me wonderful combination of colors. With blue, orange, yellow, green, white and grey, the view was superb. This is the one thing I like about staying at kuala perlis. Ever since I come to perlis, I saw numerous colors combinations of sky. Yet yesterday’s mesmerized me the most.

 

14th October isnt the best day in October. There is no necessity to allocate that day for many events.

Someone said I gain sideways (grow fatter). Well it’s hard for woman in happiness not to gain weight right? Imagine all the love nourish she have been offered and all the good fortune she absorbs.

HAHHAHAA~

anticipate this coming weekend

     (Tune of a Christmas song)

     I’ll be home for weekends~

    You can count on me~

Sister: Christmas have long way to go still~ Don’t sing it now!

LOL! I’m happy when it comes to the moment of return home. I’m not home for a month already. To be frank, my hometown and university are two and the half hours drive away so I’m not really bound to stay in hostel. However I was hold back a little by a class in Friday evening. Due to afraid of lack of concentration while driving, therefore I forbid myself from going home for a month. 

Anyway, I’ll be home soon~ 

Lalala ~ ~ ~

annoyed

We're not close and don't pretend like we are.
Know your limit please.

Congrats~

"u have depression and delusion..."


ahh... so im experiencing physiological damage now..??
how wonderful is that..??
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im doom...!!!
  

Proposal of FYP

The idea of killing myself have struck me upon the moment I heard the news of submitting the proposal end of October, Which left 3 more weeks for me to settle it. Finding facts, formulas and examples of similar projects are not that tough to me. The worst is to choose material and do cost listing for the materials. This is tough! Where am I going go get all that from? Almost faint. Not to mention that I have to read the Malaysian Standards of Food Machinery Design. Faint~
My brain is all blank now. But I do know one thing, anyway, anyhow, I MUST get all done by third week of October. Another mission impossible.

first month of sem 7

If you think writing is for fun, think again. For a person who has difficulty in explaining ideas verbally, writing is rehabilitation, at least to me it is. 

Got back to university recently to complete my last year of tertiary education, the progress is bad. Unlike all the years back, maybe I have several headaches regarding suiting myself to the hostel here. Currently I have no problems regarding that so you might take this as good. WRONG! I face a bigger problem now. I couldn’t concentrate in class at all. OMG! It is week 4 now and it feels like my brain in coma state. What should I do? I found no way to cure my disease. Help needed! anyone..??

lucky maybe

Things are getting strange recently. Or I should say I’m getting strange? Anyway, it’s strange after I put some thoughts to it. Take last Sunday for example. Got terrible muscle ache from badminton match a day earlier, I could only lay down after got my clothes washed by hand. That nearly kills me. So I was inside my single ‘room’, had earphones on and watched drama with my clothes hanging outside. For your info, the curtain's down which leads to I couldn’t see the weather outside, ears plug with earphones therefore I couldn’t hear what’s outside. But I managed to save my clothes from sudden rain without anyone at home. How? I smelled rain and I ran out to save them. Strange huh..?? Though this isn’t the first time I smelled rain but I was proven wrong many times before. How did I get this right? Luck is my only guess….

One more, after many years of not smashing during badminton competition, I finally did it at last match. And surprisingly, all turns out to be good. Guess I’m just lucky..

minus

Do you know what does it means by ‘sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga’? Often I have this kind of situation happened to me. For those who have no idea what is that, it means after one bad event/thing happen, another follows (Wikipedia).

Being a minus, others won’t know how frustrated will I get when something ruin AGAIN..!!  To those that are pretty loaded (with money), I don’t think they mind as much as the poor ones do. I’m poor and I’m sick of spending on one thing. I haven’t earned monthly sum on my own and I feel bad to get money from my mom each time. So use own money. But being a student in average family, how much cash will you think I have? Think again. Keep spending money on the same thing also makes other plans of mine couldn’t work. I wanted ‘this’. I have planned for a long time to get it. Why? Save of course. Keep looking out whether there are discounts, where have better deal (lower in price), get low quality product at times (when I can’t stand of not having it) and etc.

I’m a worrisome and I am fully aware of that. I worry many things happen and things coming ahead. Then my mood becomes bad because I started to think nonsense. Big sigh. Unexpectedly I woke up this morning, feeling everything’s going to all right. BUT mishaps started to happen. Followed by ruined cell phone’s screen protector, earphone failed to work again. Feels like cursing now. LOL

The Better Way To Live Alone

Do not pursue the past.
Do not lose yourself
in the future.
The past no longer is.
The future has not yet to come.
Looking deeply at life
as it is
in the very here and now
the practitioner dwells
in stability and freedom.
We must be diligent today.
To wait until tomorrow
is too late.
Death comes unexpectedly.
How can we bargain with it?
The sage calls a person
who knows how to dwell
in mindfulness
day and night
"one who knows
the better way to live alone."

--- B. Sutta

'borrow' from Exception

as mental grows, you'll see...

….ugly things…

“sometimes all you can do is walk away, hide your tears, and just pretend you're okay ....”
saw this in my lord’s twitter page... I found it is very true.. sounds very sad yet this is the best you can do…

one word to describe myself, pathetic..yes I am pathetic.. being an immature brat, I made many mistakes.. she is right..im selfish! I tried very hard to deny this but more and more evidences pointed to the fact that im selfish... Im selfish that I don’t want to let people go, I used sorts of excuses to make a person stay, for only one reason, keep myself accompanied. Sad to say I finally admit that im lonely…think anyway you like… I denied that a lot..but the more I deny the more it proved to me that this is real… that explained why did I behave such way in recent years… look at all things I did, im very selfish…

Mr Simple

I just love this song. The mv is superb too. As expected, they are super junior after all. Compare to sorry sorry and bonamana, I prefer their looks now. I shall watch mv again. Teehee~

    Because I Naughty, Naughty
    Hey! I’m Mr. Simple
    Because I Naughty, Naughty
    SuJu ganda!

    sesangi naemam daero andwen dago hwaman 
    naemyeon andwae
    geureol pilyo eobtji (Whoa)
    geokjeong do palja da jageun ire neomu yeonyeon 
    haji malja
    mome johji anha

 

seong jeogi johat daga nappat daga geureon geoji mwo heung!
shil jeogi ollat daga tteoreo jyeotda geureon ttaedo itji
eojjeo myeon, gwaenchanha, shwieo ganeun geot do joha
modeun geoshi ttae- ttae- ttae- ttae- ttaega itneun geonikka

geudae ga namja ramyeon chingul manna sulhan jane teoreo beorigo
(Alright!) Alright
geudae ga yeoja ramyeon chingul manna suda tteoreo nallyeo beorigo
(Alright!) Alright, Alright

bwara Mr. Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaeneun geudaero meotjyeo
bwara Miss Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaero yeppeo (S J Call!)
bwara Mr. Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaeneun geudaero meotjyeo
bwara Miss Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaero yeppeo (S J Call!)

gaja gaja eoseo gaja, mak hyeosseul ttaen dora gaja
golchi apa jukget damyeon, oneul haruman nolgo boja
an geurae do geochin sesang, jugeo ra ttwimyeon naman jichyeo
gidaryeo bwa akkyeo dwo bwa, neoye nari god ol tenikka

Blow Your Mind! gara Mr. Simple
Blow Your Mind! ttaega wat janha duryeo wo malgo
Blow Your Mind! gaja Mr. Simple
Blow Your Mind! ttaega wat janha junbi dwaet janha

soksseok neun iri handu gaji anin sesange urin sara
geugeon aedo ara
mwo ireohke eoryeob na uri jal meokgo jal jago tto jal hamyeon
geureohke hamyeon dweji

geudae ga hwaga namyeon chingul manna dwet dam hwaro pureo beorigo
(Alright!) Alright
geudae ga gwerob damyeon norae bulleo sori jilleo nallyeo beorigo
(Alright!) Alright, Alright

bwara Mr. Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaeneun geudaero meotjyeo
bwara Miss Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaero yeppeo (S J Call!)
bwara Mr. Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaeneun geudaero meotjyeo
bwara Miss Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaero yeppeo (S J Call!)

Dance!

jayuran ge mwo geuri byeolgeo itna, Just Get It Get It
soso han iltal ye jaemi, dung dung dung, kung kung kung
sara itneun geudael neukkigo shipna, Just Grab It Grab It
gaseum ttwineun nae kkumdeul ye yaegi, dung dung dung, kung kung kung

(Because I Naughty, Naughty)

ije geokjeong hajima, apen joheun nari ol geoya
shimgak han yaegin da dwiro mirwo dugo
oneureun balkge useobwa
geudae ye hwanhan useume modu gibun joha jyeo

bwara Mr. Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaeneun geudaero meotjyeo
bwara Miss Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaero yeppeo (S J Call!)
bwara Mr. Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaeneun geudaero meotjyeo
bwara Miss Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaero yeppeo (S J Call!)

gaja gaja eoseo gaja, makhyeosseul ttaen dora gaja
golchi apa jukget damyeon, oneul haruman nolgo boja
an geurae do geochin sesang, jugeo ra ttwimyeon naman jichyeo
gidaryeo bwa akkyeo dwo bwa, neoye nari god ol tenikka

Blow Your Mind! gara Mr. Simple
Blow Your Mind! ttaega wat janha duryeo wo malgo
Blow Your Mind! gaja Mr. Simple
Blow Your Mind! gara Mr. Simple

happiness

If happiness have a form, then it would probably be something like glass..
Because one doesnt notice it normally however it is actually there..
As proof, if you change the angle you look at it, the glass will reflect light..
It will state its presence and existance more eloquently than any other thing in this world..
(By Kururugi Suzaku)

gosh!

my brain is so happy that I can describe a post in a sentence...
I JUST LOVE MY LIFE NOW, HERE IN PENANG...!!!!!!!
(^-^)

Guess who..??

*look at screen*

S: who’s this..??

Me: …..

She just looked at me, waiting for an answer.

S: wait..! IT’S YOU..?? ok, this is definitely you…!!! 

Lol. Too much difference between the usual me and the one they saw. Somehow I can’t recognize myself also at the first place.

  

laziness just exist everywhere...

I don’t know whether this happens to you but I’m very sure it happens to me to very often. Regardless when and where I attempt IQ test, the last 10 question would be guess answer from me.

Reason? I feel sleepy after much thinking.

Results? It turns out to be quite ok, I think.

Click this if you interested to challenge your brain (or want to find out will you feel sleepy after thinking.. LOL)

results from the test.. *blush*

The lastest me

Whenever I sit in front the computer, my brain will be blank. And my blog left no updates from weeks to months. It’s not that I don’t have idea what to write, also don’t mean that I have to time to write but work really drained out all my energy. Sigh…

Always I think how nice if I have my lappie with me now. That comes across my mind when I’m stuck in the traffic, bored while working or maybe in the shower. Words by words flown by and I think I may have blog update once every two days if all that pen down as post.

Experiencing how simply life brings happiness, I like my life now. At least I got more support from best buds. LIKES!

out of the blue

I’m so in love with youngsaeng now, deeply in love. Don’t ask me how, don’t ask me why. I don’t know. Just like him, all of a sudden. My interest have just moved from hyungjun to youngsaeng.. lol..

left-youngsaeng, right-hyungjun

Simple edits

Lately I found my interest in editing photos. Comments are welcomed but try not to be harsh. After all, I’m still a beginner. LOL.

  

One rare off day

Leaving this place untouched for many days caused sNv in dull condition. Sigh~

I finally make my word come true that is to treat a my sister a meal at daorae. The food was really delicious; best of all is the complimentary offer is still on. Happy~

And for the first time I decided to buy myself a brand new hair cream. It’s quite cheap thanks to the promotions they have now. Like this rest day! (^-^)

Congratulations~

According to my friend, I belong to the category of 'being in the dark'. lol. I didn’t even know anything about her getting married until she sent me an invitation this afternoon. CONGRATULATIONS friend~!!!!
 

To the Bride and Groom,
May your marriage bring you happiness as unending as the circle of a wedding ring. Also, may you always stay as happy and as much in love as on your wedding day!

thinking further now...

I planned to write a post of complaint about work before but I’ve changed my mind now. There’s a person told me once that I always jumped to conclusion easily. Keeping this in mind, I try to find out more about incidents I faced and somehow this has eased my anger. Not that I’m being kind, it’s just that if you know more, you may have the same feelings as I do, and lastly decide to forgive and forget. My temper is still as bad as before but I’ll try to make a better change, at least I’m trying my best now.

Friday, the 13th

It is Friday..!!! And it’s the 13^th. Just realized this after a day of bad mood.

Weird things happened today. I went to production line to talk to engineer for some urgent lots. But the engineer can’t decide so I have to talk to the executive (someone higher rank than engineer) for the process. Then, after I tried so hard to explain about the lots, the executive called my supervisor and talked to her personally. At the end of the call, the exec said, “Poor your newcomer engineer, she tries to ask me to run the lot but I chose to call you personally , trying not to give her trouble” to my supervisor. Notice the phrase ‘newcomer engineer’? I’m just a trainee, not engineer, in fact I have not graduate yet. Though this mistake is nothing, it makes me happy. Hehhehehhee…

I bought many nail polishers just now at queensbay. My nails are glittery blue now.

Happy~

Today’s not a bad day after all.. (^-^)

A gift from Korea

I saw it in my sister’s car. This should not be mine actually. It’s a gift from my sister’s friend from South Korea. Take a guess what is this? If you guess letter opener, hair stick or bookmark, you’re partially right because it is all of them. Look carefully, you’ll found a bear hanging there.

Now why bear? According to the card attached with the bear, it said that this bear is the bear from the myth. The bear is a legendary and familiar animal which is said to have come up during the founding days of ‘Gojosun’, turning into a woman called ‘Woong-nyeo’, giving birth to ‘Dan-gun-wang-gum’.

Google if you want to know what is it all about as I don’t understand a thing from the card. ><’’'

Angry bird

Lately I have two new members joined in my plushie family. To be frank, I don’t know who they are until my mom told me; one of it is ‘angry bird’. I even told my mom, “No wonder.”

Its name suits his appearance so much, as it is a bird that has only angry expression. By staring at it, I afraid that I might get bad mood also. Ok, I know, my jokes are lame.

Other than angry bird, I have its “friend” too. I totally don’t know who they are. My sister went out with her friends and she bumped into many of this characters. So, she asked, “What character are they? They seem to be very famous with this angry look.”

Then only we found out they are characters of the game. 

Angry bird

Angry bird and 'friend'

hmmm...

One more paper to go and I’ll be at ease. I regretted for not postponing my finals a week later. After all, I have a must-grant access card with me. Since it has becomes like this, my only choice left are get my lazy bones to study hard and leave. One question, should I go back on the 24^th or 25^th?

Previously I planned to stay until 25^th for something. Now, it is gone, so should I just go back? I don’t have anything important to do, I think. Maybe I should just get my ass out of this place.

Thinking still….

End

Finally it’s coming..getting nearer and nearer..and it’s tomorrow! OMG..my final papers start tomorrow. Just wonder how am I going to go through it without studying much. T^T

early days before exam

Environment in hostel are on high tension these days. One minute we’re laughing out loud like we have lost our mind and the next our faces changed as if someone owed us millions of dollars. This kind of mood swing usually would happen during examinations. During test, it’s a minor compare to final. I don’t know to communicate with people anymore cause I myself are in worse condition than others. I don’t want to sit for that paper.  (T^T)

\(^-^)/

I was excited when I hold my racquet and stand in the badminton court. Being depressed for the past few weeks, letting everything out at that particular moment is FUN! Imagine how excited I am, I fell down half an hour before the game, yet with the injured leg I was running like mad in the court. My friends even said, “OKU, please rest la”. Someone told me sports can make a person happy; guess that is why I like sports. I feel like going for more now. I want to play pool and roller blading.  

Happy birthday eunhyuk-ssi

スーパージュニアの eunhyuk に,

お誕生日おめでと~!!
생일축하합니다~!!
生日快乐~!!
lastly, Happy birthday~!!  \(^-^)/

 

xxxholic

Yuuko and Clow Reed. Shiro Mokona on Yuuko's hand and Kuro Mokona on Clow Reed's hand.

Things got a lot worse now. Test and assignments are finally over and we’re having finals soon. According to schedule, third year should be having study week now and it is differ than other year but seems like everything got wrong. If so, then why ask us to come back earlier at the beginning of the semester? 

And university blocked everything. Seriously, everything! Games online maybe a little too exciting for students but what’s wrong with reading manga online? I was accessing this page for online manga after got bored studying. After five days, the page got blocked. What the heck? It is only comics. If those people have so much time in blocking all the websites, please improve the administration of the university. They don’t even leave single entertainment for students. Please give some air for us to breath. They are not helping us but killing us.

I’ve been reading xxxholic from the manga website. I like this story very much. Thank you my friend who recommended me this. xxxholic begins with a high school boy named Watanuki Kimihiro who has power to see the unknown things like ghost and spirits, which the book called them ayakashi. His power was passed down by his ancestors. The orphan then came across a mysterious shop that would grant people wishes with one condition; they have to pay equivalent price to what they wished for. Price I meant here isn’t money. With some incident happened, Watanuki becomes part time worker in that shop, owned by Ichihara Yuuko. Yuuko-san has assistants in her shop, which are Maru and Moro plus one cute kuro Mokona. Mokona actually should be a pair consists of shiro Mokona and kuro Mokona. The Mokonas are been created by her and Clow Reed. If you follow card captor Sakura, you’ll know who is Clow Reed, Shaoran and Sakura. In fact Shaoran appeared in Yuuko-san’s shop a few times.

In school, Watanuki often hang out with Doumeki Shizuka and Kunogi Himawari. Doumeki lives at the shrine where his grandfather was the high priest during his life time. Doumeki too, has power inherited from ancestry but his power is to repel ayakashi. Kunogi Himawari seems like a normal girl in school but she is one unlucky girl that will pass bad luck to others. The bad luck I meant is something heavy that may cost life. These people, they meet a lot of weird things. Read it if you want to know what is it. 

[P.S: All graphics are retrieved from the net. Credits to the uploaders.]

Yuuko with Watanuki(left) and Doumeki.

Yuuko with Sakura(centre) and Kunogi.

Maru and Moro with Mokona.

Genius guitarist, Jung Sungha

Snapshot from wonderful tonight clip

The above title suits him the most, Jung Sungha is who I mean. His skills regardless in piano or guitar reveal himself as one talented musician. The young and high spirited Jung Sungha delivers his music with his outstanding style. Up until now, he has been performed in countries like South Korea and USA. In May 2011, Sungha Jung 2011 Japan Tour will be held in Tokyo, Osaka and Kyoto. Predicted not long later in future, he will step on international stage with his dream come true; that is to be a professional acoustic fingerstyle guitarist. He’s another source of inspiration to all. 

If you're interest to see how this guitar prodigy plays, visit his site for more clips. You can support him by buy his album from this site too. (Credits: Jung Sungha's Official Site)

 

Catastrophe In Japan

Lately, all over the world have heard about catastrophe that hits Japan. I too, was shocked with such incident, just like how the news shocked the world. Imagine yourself in their shoes, a huge earthquake shaken the land of rising sun with a scale of almost 9.0, followed by tsunami hit area in northern Japan. Fire and explosion are there too, to make things worse. Papers reported high toll of the number of death and injured. When I browse online, I saw the pictures of area affected. Somehow, the sorrow feeling came to me. I’ve been to that country for once and it makes me fall for the place and the people. I found someone translated tweets by Japanese and posted it in facebook.

The note (Thank you, Shiomitsu Jun-san)

* バス停で・・・

http://twitter.com/yunico_jp/status/46168394755612672

バスが全然来ない中、@saiso が、バス停の前にある薬局でカイロを買ってきて、並んで待ってる人みんなに配った！

Bus stop mini episode:

It was freezing and bus was taking ages to arrive.  “@saiso” left the queue to run to a nearby pharmacy.  He bought heating pads and gave one to everyone in the queue!

                                                                                                       

* 段ボールに感動

http://twitter.com/aquarius_rabbit/status/46213254376210432

ホームで待ちくたびれていたら、ホームレスの人達が寒いから敷けって段ボールをくれた。いつも私達は横目で流してるのに。あたたかいです。

Card board boxes, Thank you!

It was cold and I was getting very weary waiting forever for the train to come.  Some homeless people saw me, gave me some of their own cardboard boxes and saying “you’ll be warmer if you sit on these!”  I have always walked by homeless people pretending I didn’t see them, and yet here they were offering me warmth.  Such warm people.

* スーパーでの出来事

http://twitter.com/endless_6/status/46395420523503616

スーパーで無事買物出来ましたヽ(´o｀； でもお客さんのほとんどが他の人の事を考えて必要最低限しか買わない感じだったのが感動しました（涙）

At the supermarket

I just came back safely from the supermarket!  Man, I was so touched at how everyone there was mindful of others, buying only as much as they needed and leaving the rest for the people behind them.

* 御殿場で

http://twitter.com/Raaaaayuu/statuses/46392890313801728

実際日本すごいよ。昨日信号が一カ所も機能していない御殿場市でもお互いにドライバー同士譲り合ってたし、地元のおじいちゃんおばあちゃんが手信号やってくれてたりで、混乱もなく本当感動した。9時間運転してたけど前車を煽るようなドライバーはもちろんいなかったし、みんな譲り合い精神。

Gotenba traffic

Japan is really something!  Yesterday, not a single traffic light was functioning in Gotenba City.  But drivers knew to take turns at intersections and give way to others when needed.  Local people were using flags to direct traffic at intersections.  I drove for 9 hours but never saw a single car trying to get in front of another.  Every single driver on the road contributed to the traffic situation and as a result there was no confusion at all.

* 声をかけること

http://twitter.com/RUMI88LoL/statuses/46342599149240320

昨日、裏の家の高１になるお兄ちゃんに感動した。 家に１人で居たらしく、地震後すぐ自転車で飛び出し近所をひと回り。 【大丈夫ですか―――！？】と道路に逃げてきた人達にひたすら声掛けてた。あの時間には老人や母子しか居なかったから、声掛けてくれただけでもホッとしたよ。 ありがとう。

A strong voice

Yesterday, I was impressed and touched by the actions of my neighbor’s 13-year-old-boy.  He was home alone when the earthquake hit.  But instead of hiding, as soon as the earthquake quieted down, he jumped on his bicycle and road around the block repeatedly shouting at the top of his voice, “Is everyone alright?  Is everyone okay?”  At the time, there were only women and children and the elderly in the homes.  I cannot describe how comforting it was just to hear a strong voice asking if I was okay.  Thank you!

* ホームにて

http://twitter.com/masa_kisshie/statuses/46323838316843008

都営大江戸線の光ヶ丘方面行きは、非常に混雑しています。ホームにも、改札の外にも、電車を待つ溢れんばかりの人。でも、誰一人列を崩さず、通路を開け、係員の誘導に従っている。ロープがあるわけでもないのに、通る人のための通路スペースが。その不自然なほどの快適さに、ただただ感動するばかり。

On the platform

The Oedo Subway Line for Hikarigaoka is very congested.  On the platform and at the gate there are just crowds and crowds of people waiting for the train.  But in all the confusion, every last person is neatly lined up waiting his or her turn while managing to keep a passage of space open for staff and people going the other way.  Everyone is listening to the instructions from the staff and everyone acts accordingly.  And amazingly … there isn’t even a rope or anything in sight to keep people in queue or open space for staff to pass, they just do!  I am so impressed at this almost unnatural orderliness!  I have nothing but praise for these people!

* いつでも買える

http://twitter.com/7474529/status/46565903520907264

今日、募金箱に金髪にピアスの若い兄ちゃんが万札数枚入れていた。そしてその友人に｢ゲームなんていつでも買えるからな｣と言っていたのが聞こえて私含め周りの人達も募金していた。人は見た目じゃないことを実感した。そんなお昼でした。 この話感動しました。

Goth youth

A goth youth with white hair and body piercings walked into my store and shoved several hundred dollars (several tens of thousands of yen) into the disaster relief fund donation box.  As he walked out, I and people around me heard him saying to his buddies, “I mean, we can buy those games anytime!”  At that, we all opened our wallets and put our money into the donation box.  Really, you cannot judge people by their appearances.

* 困ったときは！

http://twitter.com/ryoshun49/statuses/46605524434821120

昨日青葉台駅で帰宅困難者が溢れる中、車に乗ってる人が「○○方面の方どうぞ！」って行って車に乗せてた。「困った時はみんな一緒ですから！」って言ってた。超感動したの思い出した。

Same boat!

Last night, Aobadai station was jammed with stranded people unable to get home.  But there were private cars with drivers shouting “If you’re going in the direction of ****, please hop on!”  I was able to hitch a ride on one of them.  When I thanked the driver, he replied “No worries! We’re all on the same boat. We have to stick together!”

While reading what’s in the note, my vision blurred by tears. It’s so touching reading those who share their experience. Also, I’m touch by the selfless character they portraits. Indeed Japan has caring communities. The size of help doesn't matter, what matters are the heart of lending a helping hand. On the contrary, I saw some comments show racism by cold blooded apes online. Remain silent is also a way to be considerate. 

May GOD blessed the victims in Japan.