hello~
i have been really lazy these days.. yes, very lazy want to online..
today i was asked by someone, saying "dont u have the feel that u want or u should start to date..?"
frankly speaking i did feel so.. yes, i kinda envy when people around me has their own partners.. where they could turn to their partners for anything.. i would like to have someone to share my happy n unhappy things.. but where can i find this someone..? then i started to give myself pressure n eventually become desperate.. believe it or not, i cried like mad when anyone i close to move away from my life.. lately i learned one thing.. being with someone need commitment.. not just think what your other half could do for, but also what could u do for your partner.. if you wish to have a wonderful partner, do you have those good qualities that deserve you to have such partner..? love is about give and take.. before you making long list wishing for prince like man, do you think you have princess like behaviour..?
not trying to make emo statement but thinking this way, makes me realise that i might not ready to receive another guy in my life..
ok.. time to go.. ciao~
