Years ago, I left this place. reason? Busy, lazy, have better things to do? Excuses.. yea, that's human. Norm of human side. And I'm not different compare to others, full with excuses.
This morning I cried. For a reason that people would think I am silly to cry for it. But I cried, out loud in the car. It is pouring hard in the morning. Traffic is bad and everyone is rushing to work. I am one of them too. Near a construction site, cars are driving slower than usual. Wondering if there's a pothole, I followed the flow. That's when I saw a poor kitten, in soaking wet, moving it fro legs, grabbing attention of motorist. Its hind legs seems like injured, not moving an inch. I could only watched, passed by and do nothing. That's why the tears came. Feeling disappointed with myself.
When people said you're kind, nice, doesn't that means you helped those people? Maybe to the poor kitty, human is the one injured its legs. Human ignored its struggle in the rain. Human is the most evil one.
The image of the poor kitty's struggle is still in my brain. Tearing up unexpectedly from time to time.
I am not human enough. Dear GOD, please safe the kitty, please have a good, kind, caring human to save the kitty. Please....