a single response yes

did we act on impulse?? i don't think it is in this case.. roomie and i planned to sing k but the place is closed.. so we have another plan, to play bowling in perlis.. we don't know why there are so many cars yesterday.. all the parking lots are full.. both of us are disappointed.. then i bumped to this dolt driver that made me pissed off.. besides me, roomie pissed like hell too.. then something unexpected came out..

roomie: wanna go a.s?
me: i dont know.. but i don't mind..
roomie: im serious.. we get some friends and lets go.. fuel we share.. how is it..?
me: if that is what u and i wish.. then it's a YES..!!

so we called up our friends, asked them whether they wanna go a.s.. there are 3of them, A, B and C.. the worse part is they have to get ready in 10mins.. nightmare for them..wakakaka.. roomie only called A and B directly, expecting A would asked C along.. in the end, the situation turned out to be A was too busy getting ready and A thought we did call C directly.. well that's what i usually do but i wasnt the one calling so there are mistake here and there.. A and B got ready in time.. as the poor fellow C did not got the invitation earlier, C didn't get to shower.. wakakkakaka.. so we went..
after spending 3hours singing and "slaughtering pigs", we went to get present for a friend, candy.. the process was too complicated to explain so i better shut up.. next, we head to night market and i bought myself a pair of crocs.. conclusion: it was a happy and enjoyable trip.. i don't know about others but i was comfortable.. it's fun.. thx roomie and the ABC.. not a bad 10 mins plan trip.. maybe we should try that again... adios~


the rm14 crocs i bought.. nice..?

exhausted part II

ahh.. im like OKU today.. both shoulder joints aching.. due to the game yesterday.. today, i woke up kinda early,bout 7.30am.. after wishing my roomie good luck, i proceed to plan my activity for today.. so task 1: wash my dirty clothes.. ya, they piled up like mountains now.. what to do..? during exam period, have to let it piled up.. all those brushing made my nightmare worse, shoulder aches more..!! T.T
then do a task for my roomie.. it's simple but i dont think i did it well.. i wont reveal what task is that.. then i saw COCKROACH..!! it's size is about my lil finger.. well my fingers are short so it exists.. err.. i should say it existed..!! cause it's dead now.. i smacked it..!! wakakakaa... living in kg wai really taught me how to deal with cockroaches..
before: sit and wait for the cockroach to go on its own.. DEFINATELY WONT TAKE ACTION TO KILL IT..!!
after: look carefully where the cockroach go.. thinking should get rid of it or not.. once decided, hunt it..!! wakakkaa.. i sound like a clod.. ==''

exhausted, somehow..

here i am, once again.. im torn into pieces.. opps! is my mind torn into pieces.. i cant think straight now.. too many things to consider and do.. have to perform well.. stress.. pressured.. went for a badminton game today.. play with guys are cool.. u can hardly predict how are they gonna pass u the shuttlecock.. and their energy,better stay away from them.. i remembered once justin sensei told me, "never fight guys' energy, use skills if u're smart..never play hard but play smart.. no matter in badminton or judo" ... ya,that's my sensei.. a good one.. but too bad, im not smart.. plus there's something wrong with me.. my joints are loose.. no kidding.. something is wrong somewhere.. i sound so old.. T.T it's not something i want.. too many things that i dont want it to happen happened in my life now.. had overcome one recently.. i cant afford to have too many coming.. still recovering.. trying hard to forget the pain i had, forever..!!

What if it’s true..?

“we might not have place to stay next sem..”

what..?? (that’s my response when i first heard that sentence.. )

“what do you mean by ‘might not have place to stay’ ”?

according to the rumours, the contract of our hostel are terminating soon.. and if the owner doesn’t want to resume the contract, that means we’re out..to nowhere.. some said we’ll be placed at semarak.. other courses will have to move to wang ulu, my seniors and juniors will move from wang ulu to kg wai.. well, that has nothing to do with me so ignore. then, again, rumours said during the 6^th sem, we have to attend 2month’s course before proceed to industrial training.. many things have gone upside down now.. sigh… what should i do..?? what can i do on the first place..? we shall wait and see how things go.. then worry about it later.. the beginning of every semester sure gives me headache.. that applies to the previous three semesters…

journey through exam..

hola~
finished my 1st paper yesterday.. well, it's a farewell to my fav sub of sem4 - microP.. programming is fun when u have a great lecturer and friends to discuss with... next up, communication system..!! signal's long lost brother.. u just have to memorize all.. sighh.. since im trying to get everything into my brain tomorrow so i'll let my brain relax tonight.. as usual, we have started to plan where to go with friends during sem break.. and seems like batu ferringhi they have decided.. and they did mentioned about trip to genting.. i miss those rides..!! hehehehhe... but now, what matter the most is my exam.. have to work hard.. may all of us score with flying colours.. EI banzaii..!! :P

scribble again..

yesterday i did something cruel.. i killed a cockroach.. well u may think it's normal to kill a cockroach isnt it..?? the problem is i dont whack it with shoes or anything else.. i didnt whack it.. so how did it die..?? i kicked it outside.. the usual response is it ran away.. while in the process of escaping, one of the 2cats waiting outside for food, captured it.. then u know la~.. it's kinda disgusting so ... .....
and i bought myself a gift.. went to kp's night market with yy..but i dont call that place nightmarket.. they dont have many things there, unlike penang.. ahh..!! head to batu ferringi for nightmarket... jjang!!


(my gift)


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(later in the afternoon....)

someone please kill me for god sake.. HOT..!! feels like living in hell.. i cant differentiate between virtual and reality.. often confused.. maybe due to lack of sleep.. no..i didnt torture myself.. i try to make myself sleep but at times i dont really know whether i sleep or not throughout the night.. and did i dream..?? everything seems so real.. i started to doubt am i living in the real world now... sighh.. well, im blogging now so that means things are real..? the hot feelings are real..?? i suppose...

.... (think hard)

おかいり。。

im back..! it feels good to be myself again... thx to grace..!! u're indeed my true friend.. xxx
busy preparing for finals now.. i shall work during the holidays.. then the problem arise, where should i work as..? should i be picky or simply do what there is..hmmmm... ok think about it later.. i should head to my dreamland now.. didnt really sleep yesterday... sighhh..

helpless..

i heard people saying "the best doctor in this world is yourself..only u know yourself best.."
the problem i faced now is I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPEN TO ME...!!! >.<''
all i know is i feel pain whenever i try to open my mouth and talk.. what make things worse are the my right ear and right side of my neck aches at the same time.. i tried not to talk much now.. due to im a person who talks alot in front of my friends, some started to think im weird when i did not talk.. i even reject incoming calls.. haha.. sounds ridiculous.. and thx to the troublesome throat, my voice got alot rougher than before.. i fits much better in guys' song now.. well, i kinda enjoy that actually.. haha..

(phrase to share: "life is like trying to sweep during windy weather.. if you concentrate only on the leaves before you, you can't manage.. but if you just guide the leaves in the direction the wind is blowing, it's surprisingly easy.. if you listen closely, you'll understand a lot of things..the world is not meant just to be looked at..it's important to get the feel of things..don't be captivated just by what's in front of you and neglect the rest..free your mind of evil and accept everything as it is..that is what we call enlightenment..")

人間。。(wish)

何は人間??　人??　何ている人間の違い??　感情?　ステータス?　又は外観と行動??　
[to those that don't understand, it's okay..!! nothing special about what i wrote in japanese..]

one month left.. no! to be exact, it's 25days left, i will be going home.. back to my comfortable life in Penang.. started my day by doing laundry.. gosh! in 5-6 days, i got 10 pieces of shirts to wash..i considered only top..what to do? the weather is extremely hot.. during the day, the whole kg y is a-free-outdoor-sauna place.. and i caught cold living in the extremely hot place.. genius huh?? and the cold comes in package, sore throat and neck-ache.. 0.o!! funny right..? neck ache..??
なぜ私は非常に弱いです??　理解することができない。。。 sigh~

looked through ming's blog.. reading the post one by one.. curious about many things.. then since im no mood to study, i did an extremely ridiculous thing..try out the post that she got tagged.. ming is right..! it is fun indeed though it is ridiculous.. ahaha..

there goes my weird answer..
IF SOMEONE SAY "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
我们的爱 FIR - ???
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
my little princess-acapella TVXQ - ==
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
phantom TVXQ - indeed..!!
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
paradise TVXQ - exactly..!! life span is short.. why don't enjoy every minute of life..?
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
the way you are TVXQ - just be yourself..
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
flower lady TVXQ - ??
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
i never let go TVXQ - yes..they're precious to me..
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
on & on TVXQ - what should i on..?
WHAT IS 2+2?
hug-chinese version TVXQ - 2+2=hug?
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
rainbow TVXQ - yup..!! they're cool and pretty like rainbow..
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
prayer-xmas song TVXQ - errr....??
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
santa claus is coming to town TVXQ - ==''' does that mean i live a happy life..?
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
keep the faith KATTUN - ??
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
super girl SUJU M - apa ni..??
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
seaside SMTOWN - what does this mean..??
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
we are~ TVXQ - waaa..didn't know that im such a big fan of anime..
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
ai senai ai shitai(i can't love you,i want to love you) TVXQ - the 1st song by tvxq that approached me and the last song that leaves me..
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
understand you TAEGOON FEAT H.EUGENE - you= my friends
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
clap TVXQ - bravo..!! my friends are interesting.. kekekkee
WHAT'S THE WORSE THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
细味 SOLER - ....
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
runaway TVXQ - ??
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
sky TVXQ - too deep to understand..
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
box in the ship TVXQ - well it do make me laugh when i first listened to this..its cute..!!
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
like now TVXQ - :O
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
kotoba wa iranai(no words are needed) TVXQ - no comment
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
the one SUJU M - which one..??
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
carnival SUJU - ???
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
我們的紀念 李雅微 - memories.. (nod nod)
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
两只恋人 曹格 - love is a real gets-inside-u-n-rips-apart pain.. better stay away..
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
wish TVXQ - i did..!!

goodbye

goodbye lab test.. goodbye good grade for lab test..

.....

begin to think about life.. many things happened now reminds me about the past,the negative past.. i often asked myself,
"is it worth it to treat someone extremely nice while the someone treated u like a stranger..?"...
"don't u feel like a fool to treat someone well yet all your effort are not appreciated?"...
"what makes the bond between people..?"...
"can one's destiny be changed by his/her actions..?"...

am i the problematic one..? or i just demand too much..? most of the time, i choose not to think about the questions.. try not to, not to make myself down as i do believe luck comes to person who always smile..i miss myself.. i miss the cheerful me.. i miss the confident and full with individualistic me.. i miss the past.. and now i have to courage to move on..my future seems full with goodbye..

lifeless

living a suffocating life recently.. many tests to sit for, many assignments to do, many things to study and etc... the fact that exam is around the corner makes things worse.. make my mood worse to be exact..to make things even worst, i started to get possessive.. i tend to try to make something aren’t mine, mine.. i'm start making moves that would make me feel better and secured.. yet i can’t avoid certain things that give me heartache.. i’ll just have to bear with it.. the question is how long? there’s no answer to my question.. give up.. i wasn’t a determine person anyway..

changes..??

recently i just enjoyed monologue-ing.. many things bothering me now.. final is around the corner yet im not infected with the study virus.. and i found myself a place in ulu.. i really want to stay there.. that's the only way for me to stay near to my dearest.. overnight at your hostel is nice.. staying next to u make me feel warmer and much more secured.. as usual, we do not have girls' talk thing but you just made me feel calm by sitting next to you.. and thanks to you, im able to forget the feeling that i do not want to think of temporarily..thx cm *touched*..
AND im back in pg with MANGOES..!!! well, got some negative comments from mom.. she said, "it's expensive..! ... u should look properly before u buy..!!" ... but in the end, a phrase that comforts my heart,"it's sweet.. the mangoes and the effort.." *happy*
walked 3hrs nonstop for only one purpose..buy purezento..!! ahhh..!! i nearly explored the whole queensbay in 3hrs..while walking, have to think what to buy and where to go.. i just forced myself to buy something.. i dont have confidence when it comes to buy things or presents for friends.. logging off now..sleepy.. jya!!!


the mangoes i bought.. sweet~
..purezento will only be uploaded after owner gets it..