scribble again..

yesterday i did something cruel.. i killed a cockroach.. well u may think it's normal to kill a cockroach isnt it..?? the problem is i dont whack it with shoes or anything else.. i didnt whack it.. so how did it die..?? i kicked it outside.. the usual response is it ran away.. while in the process of escaping, one of the 2cats waiting outside for food, captured it.. then u know la~.. it's kinda disgusting so ... .....
and i bought myself a gift.. went to kp's night market with yy..but i dont call that place nightmarket.. they dont have many things there, unlike penang.. ahh..!! head to batu ferringi for nightmarket... jjang!!


(my gift)


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(later in the afternoon....)

someone please kill me for god sake.. HOT..!! feels like living in hell.. i cant differentiate between virtual and reality.. often confused.. maybe due to lack of sleep.. no..i didnt torture myself.. i try to make myself sleep but at times i dont really know whether i sleep or not throughout the night.. and did i dream..?? everything seems so real.. i started to doubt am i living in the real world now... sighh.. well, im blogging now so that means things are real..? the hot feelings are real..?? i suppose...

.... (think hard)