helpless..

i heard people saying "the best doctor in this world is yourself..only u know yourself best.."
the problem i faced now is I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPEN TO ME...!!! >.<''
all i know is i feel pain whenever i try to open my mouth and talk.. what make things worse are the my right ear and right side of my neck aches at the same time.. i tried not to talk much now.. due to im a person who talks alot in front of my friends, some started to think im weird when i did not talk.. i even reject incoming calls.. haha.. sounds ridiculous.. and thx to the troublesome throat, my voice got alot rougher than before.. i fits much better in guys' song now.. well, i kinda enjoy that actually.. haha..

(phrase to share: "life is like trying to sweep during windy weather.. if you concentrate only on the leaves before you, you can't manage.. but if you just guide the leaves in the direction the wind is blowing, it's surprisingly easy.. if you listen closely, you'll understand a lot of things..the world is not meant just to be looked at..it's important to get the feel of things..don't be captivated just by what's in front of you and neglect the rest..free your mind of evil and accept everything as it is..that is what we call enlightenment..")