down..!!!

had test yesterday..the questions arent difficult to be frank..just that im witless..how could i made a mistake that even a high schooler wont commit that mistake..?? im a university student yet i did that..yes, what a genius im, i know... well, the whole world knows that sphere has only one surface..even a 3year old kid knows that.. and 2 spheres make it 2 surfaces.. its logic right..?? and how on earth i have 4 surfaces...?? (speechless..) and i didnt realize my mistake until i pass up the paper.. thats when i realize that im an idiot..........

recently entered the team to represent my school for badminton...so far, no training has been carried out yet..and i havent really decide to play or not to play...so far, i did nothing.. its my friend who wrote my name and submitted it to the office... i didnt even gotta have a glance on that paper..and if our team cant gather 7 players, we wont be able to compete.. maybe i'll have to play singles instead of doubles.. in fact i prefer singles than doubles.. =.=

(in the process of writing, i caught kitten and sent it out twice..in bad mood!!)

chapter 3 - attractions and worries..

it all started when i was told to look for the amount needed for tuition fees and semester fees.. while searching i was curious, wonder how cologne looks like..
results ...

"Cologne, or Köln, Germany is the fourth largest city in the country behind Berlin, Hamburg and Munich.... .... .... .... what draws most to visit Cologne Germany is its cathedral. Known as Kölner Dom, this popular landmark is the unofficial symbol for the city. Construction began in 1248 A.D., but it took over 600 years to complete this mammoth gothic church.The cathedral is under the control of the Roman Catholic Church and is the seat of the Archbishop of Cologne....."
virtual tour: cologne germany


[Cologne rests along the Rhine river..]


[sunset view..]

cathedral..something that attracts me since dunno when.. so went to google bout it..

(after 10minutes)

waaaaa.. im speechless.. its... its.... its... its HUGE!
virtual tour: cologne cathedral - exterior ; cologne cathedral - interior


[cologne cathedral..]


[view from cathedral..]


ok.. i need $$$$$..!! lotsa lotsa lotsa $$$$$...!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$ T.T

chapter 2 - s.e.p +++

im going to break my promise not to write too negative things in my blog...in fact im gonna scold those idiots right now.. historicans said we left the uncivilised era long ago but the fact just proved to me some people havent leave that era.. ok,we dont mention bout the era, to the moral and islamic studies in schools.. arent all of us that attended schools were taught moral values such as being considerate to others and be selfless..?? im not expecting sacrification but at least some considerate act...?? how could the brainless fools left their car blocking other car's route..?? extremely selfish huh..?? if you think that it'll takes only a while..how long is tat 'a while'..? 10 secs ,1 mins or 10 mins..??? for sure many thinks no big deal, i'll just ask the driver to shift the damn car away, thats all.. U R WRONG!! there's no driver and you'll never know where did the driver go.. in the end, time wasted due to that pointless cum clueless wait.. those monkeys mmg 'jor ju kor tei kao chuin' ... [obstructing the rotation of earth]

chapter2-student exchange programme..

i couldnt decide where to go.. or should i say to go or not to go... well many asked me to go but the cost is scaring me.. recently i received a good news AND a bad news.. good news is i dont have to extend year of studies in uni.. indeed it is a good news.. NOW COMES THE BAD NEWS... "you need to pay for your own school fees to the host uni,pay for accommadation and of course cost of living.." (j.s lim,2010) ... n i planned to go either germany, spain or finland..

I NEED A MONEY..N I NEED THEM DESPERATELY!! everything is in euro...

euro:ringgit=1:4.83053 ~ 1:5.. 0.o!!!

5 TIMES MORE!! its 5 times more... and where am i going to get the budgets..??

fainted.

*to be continued...*

[munich ; hamburg]

chapter 1 - student exchange program...

venue:bedroom..
listening to: ur love is all i need-tvxq (though i need money now ><)
thoughts: blank..
mood:tired..
action: nothing as dont know what to do...

2010...

16th january 2010 - the day i wrote the first blog for 2010... life's getting pretty bored here in uni...
trying to cheer myself up but it seems useless...kinda stupid huh..?? often hurt my own feelings over small matters..guess im not a tough person as others think im.. recently left a burnt mark near my collar bone..im such a genius..within the class no one got hurt except me.. sighhhh... currently look forward for feb..holidays... =.=

wasting time..

yes..im wasting time..well though some lectures have started but then its just the briefing..on the last boring day, i plan to do something bad..yes,im a bad gal,i know..sighhh..can never be cured...
maybe due to the blue mood i had for the past 2days, i grew my interest towards a song..as usual its super junior's song.. just love the meaningful lyrics..nice~!


[ryeowook,henry,donghae,hankyung,siwon,kyuhyun,zhoumi]

title: 到了明天 dao le ming tian
by: super junior M

dao le ming tian shuo hao bu zai jian mian
到了明天说好不再见面
zuo zai jie wei de dian wo yi ge ren dian le bei xiang nian
坐在街尾的店我一个人点了一杯想念

dao le ming tian zhi neng rang ai ca jian
到了明天只能让爱擦肩
liang ge ren de xiao lian tian lian qian bian cheng fan huang de zhao pian
两个人的笑脸天亮前变成泛黄的照片

shen bian ji mo zai man yan
身边 寂寞在蔓延
shi xian bei lei shui mo hu jiao dian
视线 被泪水摸湖焦点
ba wo ai ni liu zai le xin di fang zai le chun bian
把我爱你留在了心底放在了唇边边

dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
到了明天你就离开我身边
dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
到了明天独自向流星许愿
xiang yi chang dian ying dao wan jie pian
想一场电影到完结篇
wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
我们的结局应验谁的预言
sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hui de zuo tian
碎了一地的诺言拼凑不回的昨天
ke wo reng qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
可我仍期待奇迹会出现,oh no
er ni shen ying yue lai yue yuan
而你身影越来越远

ai hai liu zai wo fang jian
爱还留在我房间
hui yi hai hen xin xian
回忆还很新鲜
yi shun jian gan jue ni jiu zai yan qian
一瞬间感觉你就在眼前

wo shen bian ji mo zai man yan
我身边 寂寞在蔓延
zhe shi xian bei lei shui mo hu jiao dian
这视线 被泪水摸湖焦点
yi ju wo ai ni shen shen liu zai le xin di fang zai le chun bian
一句我爱你 深深留在了心底放在了唇边

dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
到了明天你就离开我身边
dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
到了明天独自向流星许愿
xiang yi chang dian ying dao wan jie pian
想一场电影到完结篇
wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
我们的结局应验谁的预言
sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hu de zuo tian
碎了一地的诺言拼凑不回的昨天
ke wo yi zhi qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
可我仍期待奇迹会出现,oh no
er ni li qu shen ying que yue lai yue yuan
而你身影却越来越远


mei you ni ai kai shi dong mian
没有你爱开始冬眠
gu dan hui zhan ju mei yi tian
孤单会占据每一天
wo zhan zai lu deng xia mian leng qing de jie bian
我站在路灯下面 冷清的街边
na ge ceng xiang yong de di dian
那个曾相拥的地点
shi wo men yi qi duo guo yu de wu yan, oh
是我们一起躲过雨的屋檐,oh

dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
到了明天你就离开我身边
dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
到了明天独自向流星许愿
xiang yi chang dian ying dao wan jie pian
想一场电影到完结篇
wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
我们的结局应验谁的预言
sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hu de zuo tian
碎了一地的诺言拼凑不回的昨天
ke wo reng qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
可我仍期待奇迹会出现

wo yi ran hai huai nian xiang ai de cong qian
我依然还坏念爱的从前
wo yi ran hai deng ni hui dao wo shen bian
我依然还等你回到我身边
lei liu zai wo bing leng de zhen bian
泪留在我冰冷的枕边
an xia zan ting de shi jian zhi dao ni zai ci chu xian
按下暂停的时间直到你再次出现
wu fa cheng shou mei you ni de mei yi tian, oh no
无法承受没有你的每一天， oh no
wo ai ni bu hui gai bian
我爱你不会改变

wo ai zhe ni dao yong yuan
我爱着你到永远

....

huhuhuhuhuhuhu.... T.T