To me, creating bonds are one of the most complicated subject. Families are bonded by nature,like it or not. You could not hand pick every member in the family. So we pick friends. That one simple word could bring a lot to us, be it good or bad. Friends could blossom further into lovers or might even end up being enemies.
But, to have successful friendship recipe, you need ingredients like timing, personality, environment etc. These ingredients here might bring you fortune and love. Back then, I dont know that be loved is a very blissful thing. In the end, I drove the person who once loved me away. When I started to understand love, I was waiting to be loved and without knowing, I was in love. Too bad, I was being rejected and ended up heart broken. In the midst of recovering, I have been very stubborn, thinking what's so hard to get someone to love yourself. Actually it is not easy to have someone you love to love you back.
Also, I have slowly learnt that loving someone isnt about being with her/him. It is about how much you could sacrifice. Love is all about sacrifice. So I continously giving my best but in returned what I got is only heart broken. Then I realised love isnt only about giving your best, it is about how you give and who do you give to. Now I enjoyed being love by family and a gang of wonderful ladies. As for that someone, just leave it to fate. Some people might say I am stupid but I am proud of myself for being able to live life honestly. I have experienced been confessed and confessed to someone and I have no regret of doing it.
