Free from exam, I think

I'm blur still, just got up from short sleep in the afternoon. Have been sleeping only 5 hours per night since last week. Anyway, I have finished my exam business in university. hurray

Invited or brought along?

Who cares? What's important, I'm attending~!!! (^o^)/

Everything is putting on hold. Well you can say most of it. I have not been signing in to Bloggers, my blog and Pinterest for some time now. I had too many worries previously. Though most of them solved but there are new worries for now. LOL! Dude, Life never easy.

Weeks ago, I worried over my final year project (FYP), I worried over jobs and of course final exams too. Luckily with a helpful star shining bright at me, I got my FYP 80% done in just a week and I’m able to buy myself time. So one worry gone.

AND I got job. Happy go lucky huh..? My first job as engineer, hope everything I gained within these 4 years are able to pull me through another 3 years of work. One thing I am  anticipating is training in Japan. Sounds fun. Job title? Design Engineer.

One left to worry most is final exams. To be frank, I can’t wait to get my first degree. I have enough of the terrible weather here. It’s time to go, back to books and notes.

Why

If to say my life is very busy, I don’t think so as last semester was worse than now. I think the word would be passionless. Lately, there are something stops me from writing; I don’t feel there is anything interesting to write. On the bright side, I’m still useful so needed by some people while on the dark side, I just don’t get it, why can’t people tolerate with the fact that I’m better than them in certain things? Well only certain, not all. Probably they just think that I don’t deserve it. But then there are certain things I couldn’t control right? Therefore why ‘red eyes’ me when I’m only myself? Humans are complicated indeed.

Btw, I’m on Pinterest now. Drop by for some pictures, will ya? Nicolette Oh.

It is really absurd sitting in the dark alone due to no electricity while it is thundering herd outside. Here I am sweating like nobody’s business as the heavy rainfall does not give any cooling effect to the surrounding environment. So, what to do at this hour? Curse like hell. Previously there is numerous times the electricity gone off just like that. Many blamed TNB for the poor job. TNB blame students for the excessive loads causing whole K.P to blackout. But one thing for sure, excessive number of students in K.P is a problem.

P.S: I’m living in total darkness for 1 hr and 42mins starting from 2am. I can't even see myself.

I have realised

I wonder why people like to act innocent. With the better skills and results, of course they will have better chance. I should have prepared myself for this. Humilation. My results are average. All are so common that you can get this qualification if you randomly choose anyone anywhere. Next question, ‘If so, why didn’t you study harder?’

Let me be frank, ‘Who doesn’t want to work harder?’ I knew this and I want to excel in studies too. But the Lord doesn’t make all of us perfect. One of my weaknesses is lazy. When I think ‘I’m only lazy, I could get better in forcing myself to study’, in the end in exchange for good results, I stressed myself. Doing something you don’t like is stressful indeed. I got better results last semester, guess what, I have no sensed of satisfaction from it yet my family members are pleased.

Therefore to those who started to think that ‘Though I have no interest but since I can manage it just to keep others happy, why not I go for it?’ Think twice. Everything has a price. The price for others to be pleased with what you do is your happiness. 

 

fan girl

I believe myself not a fan girl until hours ago, when someone (two actually) slapped the truth onto my face. Results, I agreed I am one fan girl despite having full intention to deny that. One strange thing, I did not chased after the celebrities’ drama or concerts, neither performances nor reality show. So what make me the fan girl? Take a guess.

P.S: I really love Korean songs very much.