Monday, August 22, 2011

as mental grows, you'll see...

….ugly things…

“sometimes all you can do is walk away, hide your tears, and just pretend you're okay ....”
saw this in my lord’s twitter page... I found it is very true.. sounds very sad yet this is the best you can do…

one word to describe myself, pathetic..yes I am pathetic.. being an immature brat, I made many mistakes.. she is right..im selfish! I tried very hard to deny this but more and more evidences pointed to the fact that im selfish... Im selfish that I don’t want to let people go, I used sorts of excuses to make a person stay, for only one reason, keep myself accompanied. Sad to say I finally admit that im lonely…think anyway you like… I denied that a lot..but the more I deny the more it proved to me that this is real… that explained why did I behave such way in recent years… look at all things I did, im very selfish…

1 comment:

  1. i just wanna say nobody is a loner..unless u choose to be one~ there is always a friend for a soul...it is there..it just need you, to feel for it~~ there is always a soul or probably souls for each and every person, u just need to feel and identify it~ =)

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