engineering skills..

tomorrow will be last day of wiring.. frankly speaking i enjoyed wiring more than anything else though what i can do is limited.. im really happy as we did faster than other group [its the 1st time..so nothing wrong if i felt happy and play around..right?].. last week we started to use metal pipe to replace pvc pipe.. we're totally blank, keep wasting time.. but it's nice as i dont really do much [as usual i deal with wire more..].. what surprise me most is js.. he looked weak yet the reality proved that he is one of the strong ones.. he saw all the metals pipes himself and did it extremely fast and efficient.. not to forget the lining thing [i dunno how to describe that..].. im lucky to have a partner like him working with me.. ahh..!! i did something funny today.. i'll just keep that as himitsu else other will proclaim me as the pervert one.. sighhhh..


last connection using pvc pipe...


2nd wiring connection using metal pipe.. left: the plv buat kacau while im taking pics..
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the parts that js cut out.. that's the lining part i've mentioned a while ago..


tribute to js - fixing wires into mcb.. its tough coz the thing is placed high..
i failed in connecting the wire to mcb.. T.T

strange..

1st time for me to do stupid things in library..dropped tears n smiled the next minute..
ahh..!! my mood just went up and down within 5 mins...

..(slap slap slap)..

dreaming....

dreaming....

dreaming....

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i feel like slapping myself..and choke myself..and kick myself.. stupid brain..! cant u just concentrate for a lil while..?? after this semester, u may have all the entertainment u want.. so now concentrate and study..!!

concentrate..!!
concentrate..!!
concentrate..!!


[back to study]

eruption..!!

that's it..!! i've reached my limit.. yes..my temper just erupted.. you're not the only one with temper, APE..!!

down..?? =.='''

One last blog post before I go to the hot kg.. had the disappointed feel recently.. I should have some changes too? Everything seems so different now.. Not to mention my friends but my family members? I hate this insecure feeling.. When humans got older they changed right? But how come I did not? I mean I did not change to anything better.. Soon I realized I was pressuring myself. My brain urged my body to work but my body replied saying no yet my soul says let’s see how things go.. In my life, there’s more than angel and devil, there’s humans too.. I felt homesick again.. Isn’t this the feeling I threw away last semester? And now it’s back to haunt me again? [life of yuu season 2: homesick strike back..!!] And since many things had changed, the reason I want to be home is I can be alone.. Isn’t this weird? Never mind, forget about what I’ve said.. I’m having an interview on Tuesday.. Scary~ and shocked! Should work hard for that interview and leave all the sadness behind.. hahhaa.. ok, i act stupidly..Work hard, yuu! You got 101 things to do and 1001 dreams to fulfill.. No time for feeling down now.. 　がんばって　ください!　

hello baby: key appa got last in affection test? His place is replaced by jonghyun appa? Poor thing.. he was the best appa before.. things changed while he’s away..life’s unfair indeed.. sighhh~

wiring..

attending the last part in engineering skills, WIRING..!! finally the EI students get to 'feel' the real current..ya! we're dealing with the
240V that available at home.. believe it or not, most of us enjoyed the process of doing it.. it's fun..! and u can hardly get to do tis
anywhere.. teamwork is important to me as im always a blur fellow, i need someone to remind me this and that... the unlucky
one, js is my partner for wiring.. so basically he gotta do the hardwork like connect the wires at the ceiling of the bay, connect
wires to DB and so on.. as for me, of course i'll do something but i take a longer time.. reason..?? caused i made mistake often..
sighhh...gotta train myself to be better in future... >.<


[1st day-our hardwork]

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haih~

what's with all the restrictions..?? all those is killing me.. started to feel the pressure.. headache is what i got whenever im there.. is that place cursed or im cursed..?? anyway im sick of myself saying 'today is not my day'.. tired.. tend to sleep alot recently.. is it a way to escape the reality..?? at times i do hope that i'll sleep forever.. damn! emo again..!!
anyway, HAPPY WHITE DAY..!!