lucky maybe

Things are getting strange recently. Or I should say I’m getting strange? Anyway, it’s strange after I put some thoughts to it. Take last Sunday for example. Got terrible muscle ache from badminton match a day earlier, I could only lay down after got my clothes washed by hand. That nearly kills me. So I was inside my single ‘room’, had earphones on and watched drama with my clothes hanging outside. For your info, the curtain's down which leads to I couldn’t see the weather outside, ears plug with earphones therefore I couldn’t hear what’s outside. But I managed to save my clothes from sudden rain without anyone at home. How? I smelled rain and I ran out to save them. Strange huh..?? Though this isn’t the first time I smelled rain but I was proven wrong many times before. How did I get this right? Luck is my only guess….

One more, after many years of not smashing during badminton competition, I finally did it at last match. And surprisingly, all turns out to be good. Guess I’m just lucky..

minus

Do you know what does it means by ‘sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga’? Often I have this kind of situation happened to me. For those who have no idea what is that, it means after one bad event/thing happen, another follows (Wikipedia).

Being a minus, others won’t know how frustrated will I get when something ruin AGAIN..!!  To those that are pretty loaded (with money), I don’t think they mind as much as the poor ones do. I’m poor and I’m sick of spending on one thing. I haven’t earned monthly sum on my own and I feel bad to get money from my mom each time. So use own money. But being a student in average family, how much cash will you think I have? Think again. Keep spending money on the same thing also makes other plans of mine couldn’t work. I wanted ‘this’. I have planned for a long time to get it. Why? Save of course. Keep looking out whether there are discounts, where have better deal (lower in price), get low quality product at times (when I can’t stand of not having it) and etc.

I’m a worrisome and I am fully aware of that. I worry many things happen and things coming ahead. Then my mood becomes bad because I started to think nonsense. Big sigh. Unexpectedly I woke up this morning, feeling everything’s going to all right. BUT mishaps started to happen. Followed by ruined cell phone’s screen protector, earphone failed to work again. Feels like cursing now. LOL

The Better Way To Live Alone

Do not pursue the past.
Do not lose yourself
in the future.
The past no longer is.
The future has not yet to come.
Looking deeply at life
as it is
in the very here and now
the practitioner dwells
in stability and freedom.
We must be diligent today.
To wait until tomorrow
is too late.
Death comes unexpectedly.
How can we bargain with it?
The sage calls a person
who knows how to dwell
in mindfulness
day and night
"one who knows
the better way to live alone."

--- B. Sutta

'borrow' from Exception