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Do you know what does it means by ‘sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga’? Often I have this kind of situation happened to me. For those who have no idea what is that, it means after one bad event/thing happen, another follows (Wikipedia).

Being a minus, others won’t know how frustrated will I get when something ruin AGAIN..!!  To those that are pretty loaded (with money), I don’t think they mind as much as the poor ones do. I’m poor and I’m sick of spending on one thing. I haven’t earned monthly sum on my own and I feel bad to get money from my mom each time. So use own money. But being a student in average family, how much cash will you think I have? Think again. Keep spending money on the same thing also makes other plans of mine couldn’t work. I wanted ‘this’. I have planned for a long time to get it. Why? Save of course. Keep looking out whether there are discounts, where have better deal (lower in price), get low quality product at times (when I can’t stand of not having it) and etc.

I’m a worrisome and I am fully aware of that. I worry many things happen and things coming ahead. Then my mood becomes bad because I started to think nonsense. Big sigh. Unexpectedly I woke up this morning, feeling everything’s going to all right. BUT mishaps started to happen. Followed by ruined cell phone’s screen protector, earphone failed to work again. Feels like cursing now. LOL