hurt, hurt, hurt .. ++bonamana++

It hurts, it hurts. I get hurt badly. Specifically my ear hurts. Right ear. In fact, I’ve got used to the pain for the past few years but it wasn’t hurt that much before. I wonder what drive it to this pain. Ouch! I’m not perfect pitch person but I depend much to listening in gaining new things. Should I pay the doctor a visit? Probably I should. ㅠㅠ

P.S: likey bonamana dance..!

woof ~

Hachoo ~~! Is what my housemates heard the most in the first half of the day! I keep sneezing like mad, even now (while writing this post!) ㅠㅠ
During fasting season, we went out of hostel, hunting for food. We don’t usually see it here but it is there today! I know many have no idea what am I talking about. Let me show u!

Tada!

Isn't it cute?
Concentrate at its expression..!!

Projection of mind

[the great menu of the night]

Secret recipe was where I chose to have my dinner yesterday. Surrounded by quiet atmosphere, we had coffees and chat after the meal. If I were at Penang, I bet this will be my weekly routine. LOL. Accompanied by long black and chicken Cornish (not to forget my date partner), I have a blast out of it. There weren’t any hot gossips, any merry with noises and any games to get busy at yet it was the most enjoyable dinner I had. Coffee is a drink that contains caffeine, and caffeine the drug, stimulates the brain, behavior and may increase blood pressure. Later that night, I dreamt. I couldn’t get anymore agree the meaning of the dialogue in Inception. A rough idea of the part I grew my fondness:
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“Aren’t we discussing outside?”
“Did you remember how do we get here? In dream, you don’t usually find your way there but out of sudden, you’re there, at the character you meant to hold and experience the experience.”
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No doubt for that. Some facts in the movie subconsciously acknowledged through my dreams. For example, Eames changed his look, gender and voice to be someone else and not just only a character but more than one. Definition of dreams are very subjective, depends on how individuals categorize what dream is. Some may say, dreams are something reflective within our subconscious mind, like a mirror. Some may say, dreams may used to predict future and some even say, dreams are a way for you to look into your own past life. Conclusion, it depends.

Again, I dreamt about something odd yesterday. Since I’ve used the word ‘again’, dreaming of those things aren’t special to me. Those definitions I wrote above is what I think has their own accuracy. I’ve dreamt slightly about future, dreamt of situations that I don’t want to experience even once in real life and also dreamt the reflective present life of mine. Yet, the dream that I’m about to speak is something that never happened to me in the past. I dreamt disaster. Well you may say I got the inspiration from 2012 but it’s different from 2012. I wasn’t who I am now (maybe I have changed into some character). Locked in the body of a guy, an Englishman, the scene happened in old English days where they’re using the steam train still. I was out at the countryside, not knowing the exact location. I heard a loud sound, produced by metals, looked up, it was Eiffel Tower making those odd sounds. It’s collapsing and part of its body fell in the direction where I was standing. Hid behind a car, hoping that the tower won’t hit me (I know I am a dolt but in panic, I don’t know what’s the right thing to do), in the end, it did not hit me. Then something illogic happened. Water (sea water I believe) followed the steps of the fallen component of Eiffel Tower, fiercely washed away everything on its way. What makes me think illogic is the fallen parts don’t hit the sea but the city, how come there’re liquids everywhere? It’s time to wake up. My alarm had just rung me up. Ah-, the exit I often took from my dreams, either my character dies or something rings me up. It was a long journey back then.

Someone asked me what do inception means? I did not answer as I was busy texting. Inception – the beginning.

House, The place I wanna be~

Penang is too cool for a state. The multicultural site really opens my eyes! I did not know there were so many happenings in Penang, even at the island itself. The colours of Penang got even striking than before. Things are coming up one after another. I miss Penang. I miss my house! No, I’m not homesick but house sick! Home is everywhere, it can be situated anywhere as long as where the heart is, where fun and love are whereas house is something you own, where you stay for some time and develop feelings toward the place. In my case, I returned to my home last week, making sure everything is fine within my family and getting the things I want therefore no homesick. Yet, I haven’t return to my house for 3weeks and don’t think that I’ll be able to return to it in the upcoming two months! I miss my room so much! My books and the personal place I used to have. I miss you, my house!

moodless update

Another tiring Sunday. Another moodless day. I wanted to express everything but I am too tired to do so. All I want to do is let emotions run wild, cry out all my sadness and speak out all my complaints.
How I wish i could ....? (remain speechless)

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(silence)

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Time to bed. Maybe it's a good idea that i burried the sadness within me. Sweet dream world!
Night~