Friday, September 16, 2011

minus


Do you know what does it means by ‘sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga’? Often I have this kind of situation happened to me. For those who have no idea what is that, it means after one bad event/thing happen, another follows (Wikipedia).

Being a minus, others won’t know how frustrated will I get when something ruin AGAIN..!!  To those that are pretty loaded (with money), I don’t think they mind as much as the poor ones do. I’m poor and I’m sick of spending on one thing. I haven’t earned monthly sum on my own and I feel bad to get money from my mom each time. So use own money. But being a student in average family, how much cash will you think I have? Think again. Keep spending money on the same thing also makes other plans of mine couldn’t work. I wanted ‘this’. I have planned for a long time to get it. Why? Save of course. Keep looking out whether there are discounts, where have better deal (lower in price), get low quality product at times (when I can’t stand of not having it) and etc.

I’m a worrisome and I am fully aware of that. I worry many things happen and things coming ahead. Then my mood becomes bad because I started to think nonsense. Big sigh. Unexpectedly I woke up this morning, feeling everything’s going to all right. BUT mishaps started to happen. Followed by ruined cell phone’s screen protector, earphone failed to work again. Feels like cursing now. LOL

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

The Better Way To Live Alone

Do not pursue the past.
Do not lose yourself
in the future.
The past no longer is.
The future has not yet to come.
Looking deeply at life
as it is
in the very here and now
the practitioner dwells
in stability and freedom.
We must be diligent today.
To wait until tomorrow
is too late.
Death comes unexpectedly.
How can we bargain with it?
The sage calls a person
who knows how to dwell
in mindfulness
day and night
"one who knows
the better way to live alone."

--- B. Sutta

'borrow' from Exception

Monday, August 22, 2011

as mental grows, you'll see...

….ugly things…

“sometimes all you can do is walk away, hide your tears, and just pretend you're okay ....”
saw this in my lord’s twitter page... I found it is very true.. sounds very sad yet this is the best you can do…

one word to describe myself, pathetic..yes I am pathetic.. being an immature brat, I made many mistakes.. she is right..im selfish! I tried very hard to deny this but more and more evidences pointed to the fact that im selfish... Im selfish that I don’t want to let people go, I used sorts of excuses to make a person stay, for only one reason, keep myself accompanied. Sad to say I finally admit that im lonely…think anyway you like… I denied that a lot..but the more I deny the more it proved to me that this is real… that explained why did I behave such way in recent years… look at all things I did, im very selfish…

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Mr Simple

I just love this song. The mv is superb too. As expected, they are super junior after all. Compare to sorry sorry and bonamana, I prefer their looks now. I shall watch mv again. Teehee~

    Because I Naughty, Naughty
    Hey! I’m Mr. Simple
    Because I Naughty, Naughty
    SuJu ganda!

    sesangi naemam daero andwen dago hwaman 

    naemyeon andwae
    geureol pilyo eobtji (Whoa)
    geokjeong do palja da jageun ire neomu yeonyeon 

    haji malja
    mome johji anha

 


seong jeogi johat daga nappat daga geureon geoji mwo heung!
shil jeogi ollat daga tteoreo jyeotda geureon ttaedo itji
eojjeo myeon, gwaenchanha, shwieo ganeun geot do joha
modeun geoshi ttae- ttae- ttae- ttae- ttaega itneun geonikka

geudae ga namja ramyeon chingul manna sulhan jane teoreo beorigo
(Alright!) Alright
geudae ga yeoja ramyeon chingul manna suda tteoreo nallyeo beorigo
(Alright!) Alright, Alright

bwara Mr. Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaeneun geudaero meotjyeo
bwara Miss Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaero yeppeo (S J Call!)
bwara Mr. Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaeneun geudaero meotjyeo
bwara Miss Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaero yeppeo (S J Call!)

gaja gaja eoseo gaja, mak hyeosseul ttaen dora gaja
golchi apa jukget damyeon, oneul haruman nolgo boja
an geurae do geochin sesang, jugeo ra ttwimyeon naman jichyeo
gidaryeo bwa akkyeo dwo bwa, neoye nari god ol tenikka

Blow Your Mind! gara Mr. Simple
Blow Your Mind! ttaega wat janha duryeo wo malgo
Blow Your Mind! gaja Mr. Simple
Blow Your Mind! ttaega wat janha junbi dwaet janha

soksseok neun iri handu gaji anin sesange urin sara
geugeon aedo ara
mwo ireohke eoryeob na uri jal meokgo jal jago tto jal hamyeon
geureohke hamyeon dweji

geudae ga hwaga namyeon chingul manna dwet dam hwaro pureo beorigo
(Alright!) Alright
geudae ga gwerob damyeon norae bulleo sori jilleo nallyeo beorigo
(Alright!) Alright, Alright

bwara Mr. Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaeneun geudaero meotjyeo
bwara Miss Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaero yeppeo (S J Call!)
bwara Mr. Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaeneun geudaero meotjyeo
bwara Miss Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaero yeppeo (S J Call!)

Dance!

jayuran ge mwo geuri byeolgeo itna, Just Get It Get It
soso han iltal ye jaemi, dung dung dung, kung kung kung
sara itneun geudael neukkigo shipna, Just Grab It Grab It
gaseum ttwineun nae kkumdeul ye yaegi, dung dung dung, kung kung kung

(Because I Naughty, Naughty)

ije geokjeong hajima, apen joheun nari ol geoya
shimgak han yaegin da dwiro mirwo dugo
oneureun balkge useobwa
geudae ye hwanhan useume modu gibun joha jyeo

bwara Mr. Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaeneun geudaero meotjyeo
bwara Miss Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaero yeppeo (S J Call!)
bwara Mr. Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaeneun geudaero meotjyeo
bwara Miss Simple, Simple, geudaeneun geudaero yeppeo (S J Call!)

gaja gaja eoseo gaja, makhyeosseul ttaen dora gaja
golchi apa jukget damyeon, oneul haruman nolgo boja
an geurae do geochin sesang, jugeo ra ttwimyeon naman jichyeo
gidaryeo bwa akkyeo dwo bwa, neoye nari god ol tenikka

Blow Your Mind! gara Mr. Simple
Blow Your Mind! ttaega wat janha duryeo wo malgo
Blow Your Mind! gaja Mr. Simple
Blow Your Mind! gara Mr. Simple

Monday, August 8, 2011

happiness

If happiness have a form, then it would probably be something like glass..
Because one doesnt notice it normally however it is actually there..
As proof, if you change the angle you look at it, the glass will reflect light..
It will state its presence and existance more eloquently than any other thing in this world..
(By Kururugi Suzaku)

Sunday, August 7, 2011

gosh!

my brain is so happy that I can describe a post in a sentence...
I JUST LOVE MY LIFE NOW, HERE IN PENANG...!!!!!!!
(^-^)

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Guess who..??

*look at screen*
S: who’s this..??
Me: …..

She just looked at me, waiting for an answer.

S: wait..! IT’S YOU..?? ok, this is definitely you…!!! 
Lol. Too much difference between the usual me and the one they saw. Somehow I can’t recognize myself also at the first place.