greetings..!!

i'll be going to uni soon..time flies..well have tobe hardworking again..every beginning of the sem i make resolutions, hoping that i will change...however every sem is the same..im getting lazier..gosh! what happen to me..??alil dissapointed with myself..sighh..

ahh! i just cut my hair recently..somehow i LIKE it..!!
i told others,
me: i got new hairstyle
many replied,
friend1: huh..?? no difference also..
friend2: ya lo..
me: got..look carefully..!!
friend2: fringe lo..thats all..others SAME..!!
me: .........
ok..i know it all looks the same previously..now there are DIFFERENCE not only fringe..


[christmas snap01]


[christmas snap02]

anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS n HAPPY NEW YEAR..!!
みんな、メリクリスマス n あけましておめでとございます。。！！

friends..

i had a dream..a dream that i thought i can never dream of..a dream that actually contain happiness instead of sorrow
and loneliness[i thought its full with sorrow before]..a dream that makes me understand my own feelings..that dream eventually caused me to think about
many things.. i thought i hate them,those people that i used to hang out with,,those people that make fun of me,
those people that i used to gossip with,those people that train together and etc.. [it'll take forever if i continues]

then something happened and soon after that,our relationship became worse..i felt isolated mentally..well u may think
its just my thoughts or im too sensitive or so but its true..those that saw how i've changed they'll know.. looked back
at those days,im extremely sad..after all, they're my close friends,my buddies..at least thats what i think back then..
the change i experienced wasnt slow but drastic..it just happened within a week..luckily i was managed to get over it
due to the supports from peoples that i hardly know on the first place..before the incident they're just my classmates..
god still loves me afterall..i tend to reflect back thinking how stupid i am, only hang out with those people that
hurt me..im the kind of person who cant get along with anyone well.. i need time and something to act as 'spark plug'
to get close to someone..n once conditions fulfilled,i'll be with them for a long time..

i dont know whether this consider loyal or not,its up to u guys to judge..however, being with those people, i didnt feel sad..
i mean maybe im stupid yet i really enjoyed the time i spent with them though im being made fun of..to me,i think its ok back
then..im just stupid according to my thoughts now yet i felt happy..dont know why..maybe my stupidness makes me happy..
at times foolishness is a kind of happiness too..being someone who dont know much will live happier..this is the concept i believe in..
previously i was forbidden to know any secrets from them..so when anything goes wrong no one will argue with me..im the
only person that is neutral with everyone but also the least close with anyone..sighh..have to stop this crap..indeed i
write nonsense here..a human without writing skills,this is what u'll get..crap!!!

sorry sorry~

again im attracted to sorry sorry.. from the original to remix,japanese til r&b, the melody is captivating.. this might sound silly but u cant deny the charm of the song.. sorry sorry answer is consider the lastest version of sorry sorry,amend from sorry sorry r&b with a lil add on.. the add on part is a success..bravo~! [thx yoo youngjin-ssi for such wonderful melody]

the add on in sorry sorry answer

strikeback..

ouch!! thats usually what ppl said when they got hurt or in pain.. but yesterday's migraine made me totally speechless..n i asked everyone in my house to keep their mouth shut..yes..i said just keep your mouth shut..kinda rude huh...?? err...should be very rude..sighhh..felt sorry this morning..summore today is a special day for all of us...

time flies!!! uni's opening soon..!! omg.. fellas! we havent lepak le.. swt...many things that we wish to do while we're in uni n keep thinking of it..but different case happen when we're in pg.. haih...

o..?? a gingerbread-man for me..?? surprise..!! hahahha...thx alot ms ang n thx to nicholas too..

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a confession to make.. after take a break from alcoholic drinks,im back with white wine..the house-wine is from Argentina..the taste? for me, of course its good..especially with lasagna..omg.. i just enjoyed the meal.. hehhehe..

[the restaurant i had the wine..mansion32]

[wine-before]

[wine-after]

life during 1month holiday...

hola..!! its really bored when u sit at home doing nothing for a month..many choose to work as can earn some money to lepak around..as for me, i work as a parasite in my family [not totally parasite,did some work too].. wonder what a parasite do..?? read,write,clean,cook n look after..staying in uni for such long study period really makes me sick..ya,i often sick n tried to skip meals..but with my dearest cm around,i failed to skip that much..now back in penang, its time for me to enjoy meals..

just last week, i had my lunch at redbox n tea[or should i say coffee?] at secret recipe in gurney.. i finally understand why grown ups like to chat with a cup of coffee each accompany by seaview n cooling windblow..kekekkekeke..

[had long black(coffee) with espresso cheesecake..wonderful!! hehehe..i did have enough sleep the night before so dont misunderstand..]

i often made lunch for myself for the past 2weeks.. usually i had something simple for lunch but the other day i decided to make pasta for myself since i havent have one for a long time..result? yummy..!! hehehee...

[macaroni cheese..nice~!!]

i think alot recently.. its not something good actually as i start to think nonsense n doubt others..am i getting silly..?? or this is just another stage of life n im moving on to it..? btw something to share..china is indeed amazing.. great wall n the forbidden city nearly left me breathless.. at my fav season, the view become more n more mesmerizing..

[winter in beijing..]

[the forbidden city a.k.a palace..]

[the wonder, great wall of china..]

[part of the great wall..]

lost of soul...

i hate it..really really hate it..i have no more energy..have no energy to fight u anymore..plz,just let me off the hook...5days already...suffered pain n dz from time to time..i dont mind if u hit me once in a while but this time is different..way much differ than before..i really cant bear it anymore..had enough of u.. just go away,will u...?? plz,i beg u...


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back to where i belong....

exam's over!! sem 3 is over..!! everything has come to an end but holiday.. hahaha.. its time to enjoy!! im back in penang now.. this is the 1st sem that i didnt rush back home after exam.. instead i went to alor setar..why?? just hang out with my unimates.. we went to alor setar mall for a movie called 2012..gosh!! its an interesting movie to me.. the feeling it gave me its like a roller coaster ride..not to forget many touching scenes too.. seldom went for movie with such a large group of ppl so it's fun..!! the last time i had movies with so many ppl was few years back.. 2012 really reminds me of noah's ark [jackson's son named noah..] hahaahaha..

then we're off to bowling in star parade i think.. the game was nice but i wasnt really myself that day[need to time to get used to who im hanging out with].. guess i was really tired [we gone there after last paper].. a wonderful trip after all.. thx alot guys!! we'll meet again after 1 month..
adios~!!