lifeless

living a suffocating life recently.. many tests to sit for, many assignments to do, many things to study and etc... the fact that exam is around the corner makes things worse.. make my mood worse to be exact..to make things even worst, i started to get possessive.. i tend to try to make something aren’t mine, mine.. i'm start making moves that would make me feel better and secured.. yet i can’t avoid certain things that give me heartache.. i’ll just have to bear with it.. the question is how long? there’s no answer to my question.. give up.. i wasn’t a determine person anyway..